me !! <<3

suzhou

2008-12-08T03:04:00.000-08:00

ohmygod. i cant believe i ijust spent like 46 days i china! i left beijing ilke 1.5 weeks ago and i miss it. suzhou here is horrible. its like a prison. and i am pretty suay i must say. ( look below)
rah anyways i do miss bsc. alt it was rather tough and stuff, like horrible oily food, we had quite a lot of fun!! and ive uploaded some of the pics onto my long dead fb! haha.
im gonna upload the remaing 23245466 photos when i go back sing which is in..... 4 DAYS!
YAY. to do lists once i get back:
0. LOSE WEIGHT
1. buy a new phone ( i crushed my hp in bj)
2. meet up wif all my besties :D ( tiny claire yeo pam chia lynn py nic I MISS HANGING OUT!)
3. watch my pirated cds YAY i bought 24 discs of pirated serials mua haha)
4. START TRAINING as in fencing yoohoo
5. start trainig staminaaa eg JOGGING
6. resume long phone chatting sessions!
7. catch up on my long lost hk serials
8. DO RANDOM STUFF

meanwhile, lets get back to the present:
a list of suay events:
1. i stained my bedsheet the first day in bj like wth?
2. i had 3 close encounters wif cockroaches in beijinggg (1. cockroaches in toothbrushes!! stepping onto cockroach trap anddd see a family of cockroaches once i set foot in the room. eew. gross right?)
3. my camera is SPOOKED. like shutter? when u take everything and it comes out misty and white. D:
4. i spoilt my bj phonecard when the phone got crushed =/
5. i lost my bus transport card that was worth 40 @#$#!%
6. i dropped my 200 rmb newly bought sunglasses into the toilet bowl and threw it away.
7. shuting and i got lost in suzhou! hah
8. i bought 2 really nice edhardy shirts and got cheated bcos the lady gave me a size smaller =.=
9. I CANT FIND MY 600/700 REMAINING MONEY! D:

a list of accomplished events:
1. MOVIES!
- what happens in vegas
- made of honour
-27 dresses
- grave of the fireflies
- yu gou gou de 10 yue ding
- hua pi
- connected ( rewatched)
-enchanted ( rewatched)
- house bunny (rewatched)
etc etccc...

2. SERIALS
- ugly betty season 1-2
- gossip girl season 1
- heroes season 2 (currently) I BOUGHT SEASON 3 YES!
- kintaichi ( currently)

3. shopping!!SHOPPING! THE BEST PART OF THE TRIP. but um itsuncountable, so i shall spare u the pain of reading throu the long list :D

in anycase, im going back in 4 days! and its time to lose those blubbers.
andd i thnk im planning to delete this blog soon sometime, depends what time, since i hardly use it! lalala.
its time to start the FIND MY LOST MONEY ACTION!

chinaaa

2008-10-28T18:48:00.000-07:00

BEIJING BEIJING.
its one week and 1 day alr. this whole week we've been like walking round, sight seeing a lot. not much of studying, but we've just started sch today and its biology lesson now, equivalent to my free time.

i miss sg a lot, but im kinda getting used to beijing. the cold weather is horrible, every night i spend like approx 1 hr going through my clothes, packing and unpacking and folding them, (cause i bought and brought too much that my luggage can no longer contain them anymore) and deciding what to wear the next day. like whether it ll be colder, and how many layers i need etc

also, im down with a cold. so horrible. staying a rather erratic cold weather in a foreign country far from home is bad enuf, with a cold to go along. hmph.
and im practically leading a maid's life. i sweep the floor, because its dirty and i wash a lot of clothes. uh just maintaining my personal hygiene :]
i skipped breakfast in sch ytd morning to eat in the room with ym so that we will have more tim e to use the washinng machine since no hci guys will be using it early in the morning at like 6 plus?-.-
can you believe our desperateness to wash??

ehh. my roommates, or rather, all the bsp scholars have been like damn nice and its fun hanging around with them :D seriously, you ppl make life here much more endurable.

PS SHOPPING HERE IS GREAT

beijing wk1

2008-10-24T04:17:00.001-07:00

hey ppl. im in beijing now. been here for 3 days but it feels like 3 weeks. zomg.
i have like 40 more days to endure in beijing and another 2 weeks in china. ohman

so far its not exactly very bad. apart from stepping on a coackroache trap, and uhh having a hard bed as well as a stinky washroom and SUPER DUPER HOMESICK, i guess im still fine,
trying very hard not to fall sick here.

i really miss 309 and a lot of stuff in sg! claire bear, chelly, tiny, steph, nic, jong, jelly, tongie and so many many others.
really, if only you guys were here.
but the bsp scholars are really nice HAHA. its fun with them around too.

and i love shopping here though.
and i still cant start my training here. missed a week alr, cant imagine what it ll be like if i still cant start =/
no mood to post more now.
counting down to return to my dearest hometown.

JEC FAREWELL

2008-10-15T07:25:00.000-07:00

firstly, today is officially the day of my freedom! HAHAH.
exams ended though it truly doesnt feel like it.

now here comes the irony:
before math paper today - ppl were playing unos. and totally acting like its the end of sch.
there was a scurry of discussion abt where we'd be going - movies, ice skating, or gaying in east coast park.

then, aft math paper, when we are finally liberated, the weird thing happens.
math ended at 10am, at 10.30 am, you walk into 309. you see a group of gals sitting on chairs in a circle, doing nothing. and they start coming up with suggestions such as going home to sleep.

and finaly, we reach jec. and we were not very keen on skating so we had a wonderful suggestion of studying! AHHA.

of course that didnt happen. i ended up uh playing cards with jelly and jeong and ended up losing like 30 bucks wth. i have bad luck and skills haha.

a random convo:
rania: i want nuggets pls!
jeong kindly treated me because she was the biggest winner.
jeong: rania, what drink do you want?
rania: huh?! chicken?
jeong: hurry, what drink you want.
rania: OH. sprite pls.
jelly was lauging her head off.
rania: oh i was wondering how come mac improved until they give you diff flavours of chicken to chooose from. like for a second i tht they'd offer you terriyaki chicken or smthing.
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today was hilarious. a lot of random bits and pieces that made me treasure and love my frens a lot.
went for the farewell party at night. saw my dear frens whom i expected them to.
took lots random photos which i shall upload tmr.
I MISS SKATING.
I LOVE YOU ALL SKATERS.
RAWK-ON FIGURE SKATING. :D

YAYEE

2008-10-10T03:10:00.000-07:00

YAYEE. firstly, exams are over. well, almost. leaving only chem and paper one.

anyways, one day, during math, when mrs ng was giving us some random qs, rania felt bored. so she was smsing huilin and it went:
rania: tell me something funny. like a joke or funny incident.
huilin: once upon a time, there was a bird named rania. she flew right up to the clouds and bang. she died. the end. T.T
rania looked at the sms, and replied, " thats not funny at all." like seriously -.-

chelly saw it. ^read read^ burst out laughing.
rania stared at her. "its not funny!"
chelly: yes it is!
and she showed jeong.
jeong read. laughed.
passed on to nic and claire.
a moment of silence passed as they read.
then another uproar of laughter.
rania stared at them in horror.
all: its quite funny wat!
............

today was hilarious.
supposed to meet claire in holland v but she didnt know how to go from sch so i suggested her taking bus to my hse before heading together. anyways my hse is on the way so yeah.
rania: take 961 or 174 ok!
claire: yeah when im on the bus i ll call you when to stop!

few mins later phone rang.
claire: hello im on the bus alr!
rania: which bus did u take?
claire: 171
rania: omg get off the bus now.
claire realised and took another bus.
later she called. im on 174 now i just passed kap, where to go ah?
rania: you are suposed to take from ny side!

in the end i took a bus to meet her in kap.
we were both apalled at the no. of ny ppl there so we walked to bukit timah plaza, trying to find somewhere to study but realised there werent anywhere.

we couldnt afford to waste anymore time as it was around 1 alr.
hence, we came to the decision of sharing cab to holland v.

we were both left with no money aft sharing cab and buying a drink.
livia was supposed to meet us, but she smsed and said she was tired gonna slp, and might join us afterwards.
poor claire didnt eat her lunch so she was super hungry.
but we had no money.

so we kept sending smses to livia asking her to bring money and stuff and hurry up come!
but she was sleeping alr.

after a long long time, we gave up.
then, we saw vanessa's sister haha. what a coincidence. and she sat at the table right beside us.

claire decided she couldnt stand the hunger, but my phone was on low bat so claire wanted to dial livia's no. but then, my phone shut off.
desperately, we asked vanessa's sister to call lynette (livia's sister) to get livia's no. HAHA
but livia was still sleeping.

after 15 min, claire suddenly realised something.
she might have stuffed a note somewhere in her wallet as emergency money.
frantically, she rumaged through her wallet, and pulled out all the contents to find her life saver - 10 dollar note.
and so she suffered 3 hours of unnecessary hunger. haha.

YAY

2008-09-24T23:17:00.000-07:00

this past week has been rather fruitful i must say. i am somewhat not bothered by the ** incident.
anddd i must say i feel proud of myself. today i planned to wake up at 8 to study, but somewhat after 2 days of consecutive intense ( as so i think) training, i woke up by the sounds of the alarm and turned it off because my muscles were all so sore i couldnt stand it. in the end i i woke up at 10.36am, having slept from 11.45pm the night before.

then after breakfast i started doing physics notes until now, which is for 2 hrs. i feel so proud of myself. :D
however there are so much more to be completed. IH for instance, i havent started it and its my weakerst subejct. but, after all, its only 0.5 weightage so heck larh.
i swear i ll spend more time studying for math.

one random incident i say i would blog abt:
last sunday koh and i turned up in novena sq looking GAY. like seriously. purple and red fbts. wth? we look totally gay haha. and she changed same theme as me. and we realised we both have flat feet and tennis elbow which is supopsed to be a disease. LOL. it makes us officially gay partners. HAHA.
BUT thats not the whole point. we spent a good 10 over minute roaming around, deciding where we should settle down and study.
koh saw "shilin" and points excitedly at the direction guide. "lets go there!"
we stared at it, i said" i think its further down there".
koh " no, that side got nothing, it shd be the other side".
so we both walked back to sq 1. and scanned and asked a couple of ppl and realised it made more sense to be at sq 2. -.-
walked back to the original place with the guide. walked further down in an ullu corner to find it -.- wow. 20min gone. HAHA
mugging was unfruitful after all.

my muscles are aching like crazy from past days training. i swear i should've burned fats but thats not the case. eeyer.

btw one random fact. i slept at 10pm one day, set the alarm at 12 to wake up and study, only woke up horrified at 6am in the morning before sch to find out it didnt ring because i set it at 12 noon -.-

GO RANIA. NI XING DE
a to do list.
1. 3 past yr physics paper
2. 3 past yr chem paper ( almost 2 completed)
3. 2 or is it 3? math past yr papers
4. 20 summary passages for chinese
5. 18 close passages chinese
6. IH IH IH
7. math revision booklet

euphoria + IM NOT DIETING

2008-09-18T06:25:00.000-07:00

firstly, i think this week, no, actually starting from like ytd or so, i felt like so happy and light headed. as though ive finally unloaded a burden. ( in fact i think i did, after i tht thru some stuff and xiang tong :D)

okay i have some clarifications. i am soooo not on a diet. because i EAT A LOT. if u dont believe me, i ll show what i mean by A LOT.

i ll cite you today as an example:

6am: breakfast. drank milk. ate cereal.

9am?: sch during umm chem? tablebuddies started chewing on my 'wheatables' MUAHAH. (and its not a healthy food i realised even though it looks like hamster food as quoted by jennifer -.-) i realised it has sugra and like salt and dunno what unhealthy stuff on it!

9.45am: ate whole packet of wheatables, which is in fact, VERY FULLING. i watched the whole grp of ppl mainly consisting of tablebuddy, stephpang, chelly, huilin eating and it seriously does not tempt me at all. canteen food is oily.

12pm: lunch breakkk. ate bread. i needa save money!

2.30pm: bought mango juice and drank while meeting zheng laoshi

3.30pm?: went to pop and ate THE THIRD KIT KAT BAR THIS WEEK + oheyo

4.30pm: drank bubbletea

6.30pm: dinner - ate a bowl of rice and meat (no veggie as usual xD)

7.30pm: cherries to provide my vitamin C!

8pm: ate half a durian mooncake. and i mean, those LARGE ONES. =/

and no more so far. i do hope i wont eat anymore because this kind of lousy eating habbits is UNACCEPTABLE.

anyways, attemp to jian fei always wont work.

AND BSP IS QUITE STRESSFUL. i have to work on a lot of stuff. and theres so much to cram out. but nevertheless, im confident yx and i can handle this well :D

EOYS EOYS. like wth. i dont care. why make my life so stressed up la. i ll mug when i feel like (which is most prob in sch) esp during humanities period BUT dont worry i ll some how find a way to force myself to study really hard. because i do want to have good results. but at the same time, i cant stress myself out so much.

after all, its only eoys and WHY MAKE MY LIFE SO MISERABLE WHEN LIFE IS SUPPOSED FOR YOU TO HAVE FUNN?! :DD

i know next yr is gonna be a really tough year, with guzheng SYF (being a sec 4 senior is not easy, being a lousy and setting-bad eg senior by missing gz for a long time because of leg injury and china trip is even harder, as you have to work extra hard and prove that you do belong to the cca.
secondly, im trainin hard in epee. much as i feel that foil is truly my love, epee is fun in its own way too. and yes, i will train hard. regardless yog or not, i will continue it. because FENCING IS THE LOVE :D
thirdly, im gonna dance twice a week. latin is definitely in, and perhaps either salsa with nicole goh, or um hiphop orrr chinese dance! haha with steph? o.0. i do want to get in MAD in hci.

fourthly, i am still weighing my options whether to sign up for the leadeship development prog thing. i know it requires commitment too, which i am not sure whether i am able to do so. however, i truly believe that it does inspire one, as a person, to mature and develope too. Furthermore, i strongly believe that if i were to put in effort for that, it can be truly meaningful and funn.

lastly, sec 4 is not an easy year to cope, in terms of schoolwork. the passing grade is msg <3,>

life is not gonna be easy, but i ll embrace it. AND MAKE THE BEST OUT OF IT :D

ps this was supposed to be a really short post, proving how i am NOT ON A DIET. but it turned out to be some lengthy grandma story. ahha. i need better summary skills.

the euphoria :D

2008-09-16T21:44:00.000-07:00

a few days ago i was considerin to delete this blog, partially because i felt too lazy to blog again.
and secondly, it dawned upon my that eoys are officially starting next week. D: hence, blogging is bad.

anyways, yay chiam is back to school. its fun with her around, always spreading her gayness around. HAHAHA. too bad shes leaving on sat. but anyways im going in a mths time, which actually isnt any much better.

and she is trying to flirt with guohuicong now. they are like fang dian-ing with each other and hc is uhh seducing her? o.0
chiam is getting her 3rd boyfriend, while in the midst of divorcing with her husband. tsk.

tongie and i want to FLY A PLANE. HAHAHA. i told her if i dun get in for yog, which is pretty much a high chance, i shall consider to fly a plane. sounds a bit crazy huh? :DD
aunty mina said: " why dont you just learn how to drive a car?"
me: *points out to the highway* look how many ppl can drive a car? and how many can drive a PLANE? mua haha.
mina: speechless*
anyways i think the idea sounds a bit absurd to me. if one day i marry a rich guy, i shal lask him to buy a private jet for me and i shall drive in round asia!

and i swear im fattt. like seriously. steph says i can be a sumo wrestler if i put on a bit more weight. oh wth. and she says i put on weight. which is true =( im so gonna swim and train more.

p.s. im so over it (:

2008-09-12T04:12:00.000-07:00

recount on past week.
it has been STRESSFUL.
a lot of school work to complete, endless revision.
and im seriously broke. like i owe a lot of ppl $$.

anyways 3 cheers for 309 debate team! YAY. jennifer will make a good lawyer i swear. haha ;D
we're gonna get free mars bar ice creams from mr koh. hoho. for losing the bet.

anywyas i had this super traumatizing experience while swimming ytd, with my neighbors, they're 2 really cute 4 yr old kids. but gosh, they freaked me out. i cant believe whats going on in these kids' minds these days.

eeyer. and my ankle is recovering, quite well i suppose. ;}
i ll bear with this immobility for a few more weeks, and pray that things will be more normal.

p.s. i need STUDYING and JOGGING sessions!

<3>

im getting over it. and hey, you may be right after all. its just selfishness.
im sorry.

stress

2008-09-05T07:53:00.000-07:00

i bet theres a screw gone loose in me. nothing seems right these days.
i am losing my determination and focus in studying.
it simply does not mean anything to me.
if so, what does?
theres a lot of external pressure coming.
not only about the untouched hw, the upcoming eoys, but the fact that im most probably blowing up my chance for yog. i mean, thats not all, but im not gonna list everything out here. it might be trivial, if you count, but every small thing that adds up is enough pressure to crush. but fret not, obviously i wont.

there just seems to be too much distractions for me.
tv, computer, bed, goingo out.
even without these, when im sick of surfin the net, watching all the serials, and taking a nap,
i ll just go call up someone. like i badly need to rant.
i ll give myself 2 more days, and i shd get back my motivation.

and i really mean every word.

past events! this week, of course

2008-09-03T04:31:00.001-07:00

tuesday i went for 3 remedials.
IH from 9-10.30
Chem 11-1pm
physics 2-3.
then i went home, wanting to swim, but once again, it started raining.
the remedials werent exactly useful, i didnt pay attention most of the time.
FOCUS FOCUS. you have to take eoys damnit.
MAKE GOOD USE OF MATH REMEDIAL TMR.

and training at night was fun. haha no idea why, but it just was. A media corp artiste joined our class a few weeks ago, and shes really nice. i dont know her real name, just that i rmb her from "holland V". she kept asking abt my leg. haha so sweet.

anyways on tues, before chem and after IH, koh huilin and i went to coro to buy food and drinks. A convo that went between us:

rania said something stupid and retarded.
H: wa lau you lame la! LAME! (points to injured foot)
R: no loh, im only physically lame temporarily. unlike you, mentally.
H: you are physically, mentally, internally lame.
R: you're then phys, mentally, spiritually, internally, externally lame.
H: you are phys, mentally, spiritually, internally, externally lame from head to toe
and so it went on.
dumb huh?? =.=

and a random fact i noticed.
i have stage fright.
stage fright is usually something kids outgrow when they turn older. in my case, apparently not.
the first time i noticed it was duirng first gz concert last yr. i got tensed during a popsong called "hou lai" and i forgot my chords and ended up faking. like wth? i think im the only loser in the world to get scared even performing in a group.

and it happened not only in that song. pam mentioned then "i think you have stage fright".
indeed, how sad.
andd and. the recent interclass debate, i wanted first speaker since it shd be the easiest.
i didnt really panick till the minute i was supposed to go up, and in the end, i realised i was scared because the hand i was holding the card was trembling.
hm. i cant do things well when ppl stare at me. i simply cannot. i fear of making a mistake, and the more fearful you feel, the worse it becomes.
bleah. what to do?

oh boy, i think its seriously driving me crazy

happiness

2008-08-27T23:21:00.000-07:00

after reading through quite a number of blogs, i realised that many out there are not feeling too great at the moment. nevertheless, do cheer up.
and i shall write on some cheery events to brighten the day. (:

hm, firstly, think the cup as half full and not half empty.
although now im still pretty bai kah, be thankful that i can start walking alr, and compared to those who have permanent injuries, its already a blessing in disguise. i guess

my blog templates are pretty screwed and i dunno why, but i shall not rant on it further since this is supposed to be a happy post!

next, the holidays are coming soon! despite it filled with rather many remedials, there is stil room for chilling out. yay

just now i was watching movie trailers in the cab, and there is this super cute movie called - cant rmb what. haha something abt being in outer space, but definitely NOT clone wars. eew. its like imitation of star wars.

okay bell just rang. debate in 15 mins. rah. all hte best to speakers!

eoys

2008-08-26T20:43:00.000-07:00

is it really just 3 more weeks?
how weird. its just the way things are.
so not perfect, so unpredictable.
and maybe, some advices should be heed at the start of the year.
the stress is piling up. and im saying it in a matter-of-fact way, and i am not depressed.

1stly, eoys are in a mths time, and i realised how much topics i have to cover.
there doesnt seem enuf time to revise the concepts and do practice.
furthermore, i am not making enough effort on my part. i watch a lot of tv as usual, call ppl to chat till midnight, and go online blog-surfing for an hour or so before starting real work.

2ndly, the injured foot is not healing well. its swollen with fluid inside, known as edema. It hurts like hell. It is as though it is swelling and going to burst.

3rdly, i believe i just ruined my opportunity for yog by missing this round of national trials.

blame that weather

2008-08-23T22:52:00.000-07:00

i want to swim very badly. firstly, its been raining everyday, ever since i started wanting to swim. someday last week, i dedicated the whole day to swimming and guess what?

sch ended at 2.30pm
3pm -home (raning)
3.30 pm - i shall continue to wait till it stops
4pm- the rain stopped, i left the hse
4.05- started raining, nevertheless, decided to still go since there was no thunder or lightning
4.20pm- reach there to find out in aghast that it was gonna be under maintenance on that particular day
4.30pm - went home to swim downstairs
4.50pm- reached home to see lots of workers renovating
i found out they end work at 5.30
5.30- went downstairs. it was drizzling, and no more sun, but still i could swim
then i heard rumbles of thunder.
gave up home and bathed.
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and ive finaly accepted the fact that i am taking eoys and it sucks because its gonna be in 4 weeks time. i dont understand trig, our teachers havent even covered the syllabus, and i have so much to do.
sayonara

aft surgery

2008-08-14T23:35:00.000-07:00

on wed night, i was so excited thinking the next day, after the removal of the screws implanted, i could immediately start walking and was so happily planning to go swimming in the aft -.-
what wishful thinking on my part.

so i went to MEH at like 7am, queued up and bla bla. and then this time round the hospital staff were so rough. i bet sharon or yilin's gonna make much better nurses.

anyways, when i was wheeled to the operation theatre, i had to wait like bloody long, because my doct happily forgot abt me. -.- i cant believe it.

only the anesthetist was really nice haha. i rmb after sleeping into unconsciousness, it seemed like a while before i felt this acute, piercing pain on the leg side, and there was this distant voice that went, " you're alright now. now breathe, me dear." i tried to open my eyes, but they remained shut. so i didnt bother trying anymore, but breathed really hard. after a while, i seemed to go back to sleep and that voice came back again. "breathe", and so it happened several times. and then, i opened my eyes, and saw them take away the oxygen mask. next time, i was being wheeled back to the ward.

omg. i swear that feelings is like when people are in concussion or what-so-ever, then they hear this voice. so freaky. and she kept asking me to breathe, like if i didnt, id fall asleep and never wake up again.

the side-effects of the pain killers werent as bad as the first time, but thats because they reduced the amount and my leg hurts more. and the effects apparently stayed much longer. uptill now, i can still feel the throbbing headache, and like puking.

oh and one thing, i swear i love my friends. when i went back to the ward, i slept for like an hour, then i woke up and checked my phone. i saw 9 "all the best" smses, and i was so touched. :D
you people rawk.

shit. now that im probably missing sch next wk till maybe wed, theres gonna be so much work to catch up. but right now, i cant bother so much.

its a friday, meaning a new episode of 正義の味方 is out :D

quizz

2008-08-11T18:17:00.000-07:00

[1] the person who passed you this quiz is...
steph pang the bimbo :DD
[2] your relationship with him/her is......
classmates!! :D and some very very distant family relationship
[3] your five impressions of him/her
1. bimbooo
2. ironically smart
3. hyper and fun when shes high!
4. emo when shes alone -.-
5. loves to dance and skate! (whee)
4] the most memorable thing he/she has done for you
ehhh. i cant think of anything now, just know steph has done a lot of crazythings -.-
[5] the most memorable words he/she has said to you
nah. not yet. HAHA
6] if he/she becomes your lover
no way. first, we are both straight. second, we both love someone else! HAHA
[7] if he/she becomes your lover, what he/she should improve on...
MANLINESS.haha. my lover cant be more bimbo than i am. eew. thats worsethan gay.
[8]if he/she becomes your enemy...
i doubt, steph is a great friend to be with. the most we'll end up bickering
[9] if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason would be...
i guess the only reason is because we disagree that singapore has hot guys or rather guy other than japan!
[10] the most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is...
hm.. i have no idea. wait until she does something desirable first haha!
[11] your overall impression of him/her
..refer to 3a and 1
[12] how do you think people around you would feel about you?
haha i have no comment on this. maybe you who are reading can ans this.
[13] characteristics you love about yourself are...
i am most of the time HAPPY.
I LOVE MY FRENS :D
ehh i duno =)
[14] on the contrary, the characteristics you hate about yourself are...
always opening my mouth to prove im stupid -.-
[15] the most ideal person you want to be is...
HAHAH. the perfect person.
[16] for people that care and like you, say something to them...
HAHA i love you guys too!
17] pass this quiz to ten people that you wish to know how they feel about you
1. pam
2. chiam yx
3. claireyeo aka table-buddy!
4. lim tongzhen
5. ruthie
6. elvin
7. koh huilin
8. peiyu
9. vanice
10. shiqi
[18] is number 6 having a relationship at the moment?
haha nah, but chances are might be soon. (:
[19] is number 9 male or female
i do not qs vanice's sexuality -.- dumb qs
[20] if number 7 and 10 are together, would that be a good thing?
koh huilin and shiqi?? quite a random pair haha
[21] how about no 8 and 5 being together?
err peiyu and ruth. haha i dont think that ll ever happen. PLUS MY FRENS ARE NOT LESZIES.
[22] what is no 2 studying
she isnt studying, shesdoing some teachers day stuff now.
[23]when was the last time you had a convesation with 3?
claireyeo? ehh half an hour ago??
[24] what kind of music band just no 8 like?
i only know the last time i heard her say is click five and avril
[25] does no 1 have any siblings?
haha yeah
[[26] is no 7 the sexiest girl in the universe?
kohhuilin?? HAHAHA. maybe if she started to act more
pam and tongzhen. they take the same bus, so theres chance. HAHA nah, pam has someone else[:
[28] say something more about no 6
pretty fun to be with when he's all high! and he has lots of perseverance.haha!
[29] what's your relationship with no 9?
vanice? hha. we're ex classmates and good frens :D
[30] list all schools that no 1 to 10 are in/previous ones
i choose not to ans this as its too troublesome
[31] what would you do if no 10 hates you?
shiqi? idk
[32] which of the ten people are in a relationship?
i dont think so, though theres lots of scandals.
[33] how did you first meet no 3?
table buddy,obviously is in class!
[34] how would you react if no 3 and no 10 liked each other?
impossible.

THIS QUiZ TOOK ME DAMN LONG TO COMPLETE. URH
AND LA JUST ENDED :D

bla bla

2008-08-08T23:02:00.000-07:00

HAHAHA now its one of the rare times where i really feel like blogging.

lets see, on thurs aft changing my blogskin during sit's remedial, i went for cca.
and it was truly embarrassing -.-
i was wheeled in by tongzhen, then bombarded by laoshi who asked what happened etc...
haha she showed lots of concern :D

oh and i heard one of my juniors, zhi yi, had an accident and injured her leg too.
zomg poor gz ppl. get well soon too zhi yi! ;)

it was laoshi's birthday on thurs too, so we all went to the canteen and sang birthday song for her and then ate cake. i ate fruitcake, which is less fattening than the choco cake because..
firstly, its covered by chocolate
secondly, it has kiwi. and its supposed to help lose fats! :D
yilin and i were debating over whether fruit cake was indeed less fattening, but i dun care :D

oh and i must say:
YILIN HAS GREAT POTENTIAL IN BEING A NURSE! HAHA
thanks yilin for being so nice and wheeling me around.
after these 2 mths of bai-kah in sch, i conclude:
councellors are friendly people! :)

hm. laoshi got me grade 9 scores and i was figuring out how to play in "c" major. in the end i was tutored by:
1. hanyi
2. yuxuan
3. sze yuan
lol. later i ll have to prac that! the song is nice i conclude.
but based on my low IQ, i needa spend more time to catch up =/
______________________________________________

on friday, i went out to cine!
yes, in a wheelchair -.-

at first, it wasnt so bad, cause there werent much ppl.
but after the movie ( i watched DARK KNIGHT! ), omg it was totally packed, just like a typically friday night in orchard.

so anyways, anthony tried doing a wheeley, which is the wheelchair going on its backwheels. its not cool, its SCARY.
now i have this phobia of lying back comfortably in my wheelchair, afraid someone's gonna attempt another wheeley -.-

But anyways, thanks a lot to anthony! who's really been damn helpful.
and not to forget lynn and wins.

Dark knight is seriously damn good. i loved that show.
I WANNA WATCH SO MUCH MORE MOVIEESSS!

once again, its 5 days to surgery,
bout 10 days to recovery. (:

new skin!

2008-08-07T00:23:00.000-07:00

finally, a whole new blogskin! :D
it feels better changing it and i feel so much more shun yan haha.
its chem remedial now, and i have no idea what mr sit's talking abt cause i missed last lesson. haha, so forget it, i shall just figure out abt it o.0

its 7 more days!

tmr lynn's planning on going out but its so hard to. can you imagine seeing someone in a wheelchair in cine??
BUT i do wanna go to the moviesss!!

so long. ta da

to A: never imagine seeing you again. and definitely different from before. a whole new look.
to B: i still never know what you are thinking. hypocrisy? i dont know.

boredd

2008-08-05T00:19:00.001-07:00

schools' boring boring boring and boring.

i cant wait.
its less than 2 weeks

stressz

2008-07-31T00:58:00.000-07:00

currently im super free, without cca and training and stuff, esp aft block tests, but yet im feeling rather stressed. over what? i dont know either. there seems like work to do during almost every break.
its just weird. lots weird stuff are happening lately.
nvm abt that.
2 days and im gonna see doc.
since the start of this week, my ankle has been hurting rather weirdly.
i dont rmb doing anything that will worsen it, but it just is.
honestly, i have this fear that if i broke the screw or smthing im gonna have to endure another few weeks or operation? to insert another one -.-
i cant take that, thats for sure.

i always tht that aft the operation to remove those screws, it ll be back to normal, but i guess its not exactly the case.
i dont know why you're like that. maybe all along its just like that. and you think its funny but its not. you may laugh, but have you ever tht that maybe i will mind? and you arent even making a single attempt to get out of my way, but simple go past, and like oh? see if you dont bang into me or what? behind those smiles you said no one knew what was really there. have you ever considered that for my case? i dont know what but i think its best not to talk to you tmr. bear that in mind. i have a tendency to forget who im pissed with.

3 weekzz

2008-07-27T21:11:00.001-07:00

3 WEEKS !!!
IT SEEMS HARDER TO ENDURE THAN BEFORE.

actually,
17 days
~ countdown with me

color relevation

2008-07-25T22:38:00.000-07:00

just did this colour revelation thing, see the results:
http://www.goldinuniverse.com/
You are in a state of constant expectation and want interesting and exciting things to happen to you. But in fact, you are a 'Walter Mitty' at times - a dreamer - over-imaginative and often given to fantasy or day-dreaming. There is nothing wrong in 'dreaming' - how boring life would be if one just followed the doctrines of everyday life - but one must not continue leading a life of continuous fantasy. You need to face reality in spite of all its possible shortcomings.

Being a likeable person you get on well with neighbours and friends. You don't need anything to 'Rock your boat'. You want to 'love' and to be loved'.

The present situation, not of your making, is forcing you to compromise. You will have to hold back and forgo some of your hopes, dreams and aspirations.

As of late, you have been experiencing untold stress and this is a result of continuous frustration. You haven't been taking care of all your physical needs and it's beginning to show. It would seem that you have a need to find someone to whom you can really relate - someone perhaps whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to be individualistic - to stand out from the common herd. Your inherent control of your sensual instincts is restricting your ability to give yourself to open up freely but this being on your own, being lonely, often makes you feel the need to give up some of your strict standards to surrender to the general flow - to be like everyone else; a part of the herd. Deep down you regard such instincts as weaknesses to be overcome. You would like to be loved or admired for yourself alone. You demand recognition and tender loving care.

You are putting on a show - a facade. You are a master of demonstrating considerable charm in the hope that this can or will lead to better things. Deep down you are fearful that this may not work and that you may have to employ other strategies in order to realise all your ambitions.

haha go see the bolded words. Not taking care of my physical needs. of course. who can if u can even walk on your own? its surprisingly accurate. lol (:

post post blks?

2008-07-25T02:18:00.000-07:00

HAHAHA. I dunno why but somehow im having this weird sense of happiness. There isnt much to be happy abt, but i guess somehow the fact that eoys are over has hit on me. think in 3 weeks time, i wont be stuck at home facing the tv and msn, but out! whoo hoo.
then i swear im gonna run 10 rounds around the tennis court, and enjoy the feeling of my feet bringing me around. its been so long that ive almost forgotten how it feels like running, the wind brushing against my face, and the sense of accomplishment, knowing ive worked out, sweat, burned some calories and hopefully more leg muscles. :D

i won second prize in some lucky draw at kallang. it was because i paid for my skating lessons, and the lady was like:" oh theres some coupons u can fill up bla bla.." usually i wont, knowing the chances of winning are so slim. but somehow this is the first time i decided i shall, since i have so many. secondly, the mall is new, so rather ullu, so might have chance :D

and TA- DA! i got 2nd prize. mua haha. its a set of furniture, and they're moving the stuff up now. dunno what we're gonna do with them though lol. sell i guess.
if only i got grand prize. a CAR! zomg, i swear mom's gonna be nicer to me haha :DD

at least next time if she ever blames me on having lousy results on bsp or wdso-eva, because of those outside activities, i can just say, " hey, at least i won you a set of furniture okay! "

and as for miss chew's olympic essay, im proud to say ive completed almost half, which is one full page long, arial font 12.

its time to exercise those blubbers on my stomach.
100 crunches. its time to count down

end of blk tests

2008-07-23T23:06:00.000-07:00

its a big relief block tests, or rather, eoys are over. though i wont say it was really well, it still aint um that bad i guess.
still nothing to look forward to.
lets wait for another 3 weeks
and it ll be a whole different story.

still needa finish miss chew's pe hw. wth? who does pe essays abt how to uphold olympic spirit right aft blocks.
and not forgetting.. HERSTORY
btw
all the best to sab, and all those who went for worlds' ytd. :D

2008-07-11T23:08:00.001-07:00

YAY im feeling very happy now.
but actually also very screwed.
in other words, mixed feelings.

worried is because block tests are coming in abt a week, and in fact, i havent done much revision. and in case you're wondering why im making such a big deal abt it, thats because it = to EOYS since im going china for 3 mths end of yrs and miss the actual one.

Happy is cause today was a fruitful day in terms of shopping. i got 3 more tops and a pair of jeans from mango's great sale :D
and also a book, so i ll be entertained at home. And shun bian improve my pathetic english.

secondly, aunt bk got be an APPLE IPOD NANO! :D yay. thats actually main reason why im so excited.

lastly, i saw the doctor for review and he said most prob in 5 weeks im free to walk.

so long [:

funfair

2008-07-06T23:44:00.001-07:00

mad, steph and ME (biggest hand)'s pretty hanna (:

HAHA the slogan for our LA camp "watch me shine"

I know this came a little late, but its the pics for our funfair :D

btw i cnt help but still feel very wasted for myself. this past 1.5 mths, ive always been thinkin, what if im not injured? what will i be doing now?
and i cannot help but feel very wasted for my intersch comp. i mean ive worked hard for it, and spent so much money. and now its all gone down the drain.

Sexi movimiento says:
you damn wasted leh
♡/rania ++ mirror mirror hanging on the wall says:
whyyy
Sexi movimiento says:
we're taking exams
♡/rania ++ mirror mirror hanging on the wall says:
ohman
Sexi movimiento says:
uhhuh.
Sexi movimiento says:
chacha and rumba

i might recover in time, but like what a few days before exam?

ren ming bah.

2008-07-06T23:18:00.000-07:00

i am officially very pissed with myself for being so unproductive.
blame it all on the stupid nds. firstly, i keep on downloading games until now the memory card is full. i try games and if its boring, i delete and naturally, download new games.
secondly, ive been obsessively tryin to find a nice theme for it, to no avail.
lastly, ive finished 2 hk serials in 1 wk. horrible.

yay i printed "unfaithful" scoresheet, gonna try out later.
yx was supposed to come and mug today so at least i ll do smthing.
instead, i spent a good time viwawa-ing (big two)

but point is.. what am i still doing here.
rah.
by 3 i shall leave comp and do BSP
AND CHEM
at 4 i shall prac piano
at 5 i shall prac gz

i do hope i ll stick by it.

quizz

2008-07-05T21:53:00.000-07:00

People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs. Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. il bet thats how they get these stuff gg. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people!

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
I'd be freakin pissed and give him a slap.

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
To have all my wishes come true ;)

3. What will your dream wedding be like?
hm. in disneyland! the one at LA cause i dun understand jap. Paris would be cool too

4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
not really, i have goals waitin to be fulfilled

5. What is your ideal lover like?
TALL is a must! it ll be the best if he's fun, smart and hot. most impt, he loves me <3

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
id say being loved

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
depending how much i love that person. but i guess not longer than 2 wks?

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
give up and go for someone else. i wont waste my time on something that will have no ending.

9. Is being tagged fun?
yes, because it gives me smthing to do when im bored :D

10. How do you see yourself in ten years' time?
i ll be 25, hopefully rich and attached (:

11. Who are currently the most important people to you?
my dear frens and family.
12. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
emo but lately not emo :D and definitely evil

13. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
depends on what is the definition of poor

14. What's the first thing you do every morning?
open my eyes

15. Would you give it all in a relationship?
if its serious, perhaps
16. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
the one who loves me more.

17. What type of friends do you like?
those that are caring, nice and fun to bully! (:

18. What type of friends do you dislike?
definitely bitches, back-stabbers and hypocrites

randomness?

2008-07-03T00:58:00.000-07:00

seriously now my life is so boring and monotonous theres pretty nothing much to post.
but im lookin forward to start trainin hand work in fencing. its definitely a lot better than doing nothing. and its to bring forward a step to 2010. i really hope its a dream that will come true.
:DDDDD

i bought ticks for chinese dance production but i doubt i ll be able to go =(

ohmanz and i rmb last wk steph and i were watchin the hci mad (music and dance) audition on youtube, and the ppl are DAMN PRO. we were so freaked out. but still, we'll work towards that (:

I MISS LATIN.

tmr is the funfair, hopefully i can have fun too.

p.s. i really dont know how you think b*****. is that a mask you meet me everyday or just simply you. anyways ive doubt you've noticed it but im now very bu shuang. and i dont give a damn abt you. SRY FOR THIS BITCHY POST BUT SERIOUSLY IM FEELING CHAO BU SHUANG AND IT HAS BEEN BLOATING INSIDE ME SINCE THE START OF THE YEAR. =(

keropok

2008-06-27T01:13:00.000-07:00

LIM TONG ZHEN IS VERY SHUAI:D

read this:
I AM NOT A KORKOR WHICH SOUNDS LIKE A KEROPOK> HOW TO SPELL> CRACK. PEIYU IS SIX> SOMEONE IS 15. I DON’T KNOW WHAT THIS IS. MADDIE AND STEPT ARE LAUHGING LIKE CRAZY. STEPT=STEPH. OOPS. NENEPOPO -.-MADDIE IS LAUGHING WEIRDLY. MADDIE LAUGHED AT MY NENEPOPO ): ITS SUPPOSED TO BE NANANEPOPO :D STEPH IS LOUSY. THEY ARE GOING TO POST THIS ON SOMEONE’S BLOG. ARE WE GOING BACK TO THE POINT YET.

NOOOOOOOOOOOO.

MY HAIR CURLS :D STEPT IS TRYING TO MAKE ME A KEROPOK. GOSSIP: JINGHENG IS IN LOVE WITH STEPT. WE ARE SO OUT OF POINT! GO BACK TO THE POINT PLS. BYE

-TERMINATED-

haha random eh? it was during lang arts and we suddenly got so out of point saying abt how tong zhen has admirers. HAHA. because she has an ATTRACTIVE SEXY VOICE ;D
if maybe she were a boy, goodness know what will happen. HAHA

okay anyways, finally a week of sch has ended. but its like only a week? and i cant imagine having to be wheeled arnd for another like 7 weeks?
zomg, i really wanna thank all those kind souls in 309 whose always there to help me.
LOVE YOU GUYS! :D

i feel super unproductive lately. usually at night i ll be occupied with other stuff outside, but now since i cant, staying in home is in fact, even worse. i ll just laze around, watch a bit of tv and like what? its alr 11pm. by then, im too lazy and no mood to do work. what a waste.

oh anyways, i just suddenly tht abt our sil today. it was on asian horror movies, and we played quite a few. the only scariest one was the first, and it was nice. but scary. then the whole audi was filled with screams. haha the teachers were damn amused i bet.
Due to my er disability? no injury, i had to sit in 2nd floor luh, with sharon [:
then it was seriously amusing, cause we were both freaked out.

And im mournin that i cant go to sab's 2nd birthday celebration? or wdv that is. rahh.

I CANT STAND THIS ANYMORE. I NEED A LIGAMENT-FAST GROWING PILL D:
dear friends out there, please do appreciate that you can rely on your 2 feet to walk.

sch reopen

2008-06-26T02:00:00.000-07:00

schoolreopen is like a nightmare which i will awake from 2 months later.
i have been confined in a poor ah-ma wheelchair for one mth already, though it seems like much longer =/ grah. anyways i know me being in this pathetic state has caused a lot of trouble to many ppl and here, i would like to thank/ apologise to
1. dear 309!
2. class 301
3. geog class

Sorry for the incovenience caused by changing classrooms with 301, and my geog class ppl by making them have to move to 309 for geog lessons, and affecting si lei, jeanette, nic ( the 3 chipmunks).

Also, thanks a lot to chiam, mad, steph, ji inn and sharon :D
for wheeling me around the sch and stuff.

anyways, ive been so proud of myself for not falling asleep at any class so far since sch reopened.
okay and since im bloody free now, i shall make it an attempt, no a MUST do finish my hw on time ;D

zomg. i realised ive owed like what 7 ppl be-lated gifts. i MUST get them asap. feel so bad owing them so long.

ps. june 28, 29 and 30th are like the peak period for birthdays.

day b4 sch reopen D:

2008-06-22T01:48:00.001-07:00

OMG OMG.
IM feeling utterly screwed right now.

Firstly, I ate a super heavy lunch and then fell asleep until now.
Secondly, I haven't done sicko yet.
thirdly, theres stats ws for me to complete.
fourthly, i have to worry abt going to sch in a freakin wheelchair.
fifth, i think im losing my mind.
sixth, i was forced to wear my retainers aft havin to escape it for a year plus =(
seventh. i dunno wht happened to the font of my last post.

its time to complete sch hw. =(

21.06

2008-06-21T01:12:00.000-07:00

P.S. if i decide to post something maybe uh of more interesting topic, i ll put it in colours! :D so i think this post is not much worth reading anyways.

once again, hello earthlings.
i know i promised to blog more but gah i just cant seem to find the time or maybe i aint a very avid blogger. anyways ive just decided to do so.

not being able to walk for 3 mths certainly pains me a lot.
ytd i decided to pop down z to visit them and i really miss those days i could train with them.
somehow after that i just got very high, maybe its because im deprived of life, other than shopping (with family) or frens comin my hse. anyways and then with that 'highness' i came home and talked to eugene. its nice to talk to someone who i havent in sometime and can share my joy for all the fencin jokes and incidents that happen.

i said id study a lot more during this period so at least i wont be wasting any time but it seems like its not working at all. instead, i spend more time surfin the net, playing online games or the ds, if not watching more tv.
so what am i still doing here! =/

btw im not such a slacker.
Proud to announce, ive completed:
maths 12.1
pretest for maths

ohman i read through the front and i realised this is such a boring post, again.
anyways i just found out
i think most ppl, esp those who always seem so bubbly and cheerful on the outside, tend to be more easily emo on the inside. i realised this long ago, but too long for me to rmb it. some ppl are actually very deep thinkers, and im shocked at that. not that its not possible, just that i wouldnt think something like that could actually come from them. oh wells.

2008-06-07T02:37:00.000-07:00

I dunno how shd i start this post haha.
but i must emphasize: the worst thing abt stayin home everyday
WATCHING LOTS OF MOVIES AND EATING
=> FAT FAT FAT! DD:

anyways, today is sab's 15th birthday. Im sorry i cant go to yr surprise party but HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAB!

okay gtg, i ll post more soon. stay tuned!
and i must conclude, I am getting better at dai dee :D

crippled

2008-05-28T00:26:00.000-07:00

now i know what it feels like to be 'disabled'
and of course, that feeling sucks.
i still rmb when i was in the wheelchair at the hospital, elderly sitting in theirs would cast me a smile and a now-you-see-what-its-like look. like aha! finally, someone else is sitting in that chair too -.-

its bad to be stuck at home the whole day and miss a whole row of events
it sucks not being able to go out when its the june holi
its horrible not being able to walk for 3 months and then once u recover, its china trip
and it is depressing to think abt how you are gonna go back to sch using crutches

This june holi was planned with so much exciting stuff...
you can take a look at the original plan:

22nd+ 23rd may: hip-hop sabbatical + skating + fencin
24th: ARENA finals in mediacorp
25th: dance + gz qing gong yan
26th: indiv foil competition (then cca)
27th-29th: BSP camp (+ 2 skating lessons)
30th: gz morning, rehearsal for LA camp then fencing
31st-1st june: SKATING INTERSCHOOL

the following weeks were much free without much cca prac, and of course, skating without the pressure. then it ll be movie outings and so on so forth.

insteand, i got myself literally lame.

it pains the most to think abt how much stuff i am losing out there.
for skatin interschool, i had put in a rather lot of effort, sometimes even missing cca.
not that im bragging or anything, but zy said i had a high chance of getting gold. (uh i guess its cause im taking the same level twice -.-)

and not only am i affecting myself, but for team events as well
im sorry to alessia (for having to draw out of jump-and-spin)
sabrina ( our super comical hairspray routine)

and not able to do team compulsary and team surprise. (luckily they managed to find a replacement)

LASTLY, its the damn lot of costumes i ordered. i admit it was partially compulsive shopping, and now i have a whole wardrobe full of unused costume, (with 1 more on the way) earliest able to use next year. (hopefully i wont get fat)

i realised how my previous posts were all so dull in black and white, but i guess its time to add some colour into my life.

im looking forward to practically nothing now, unless you count 3 months l8r.

BTW peeps, if ur kind-hearted enough to entertain a bored-to-death person, please do sms to keep her entertained and alive. thank you.

i still cant believe im off the ice, the piste and dancefloor for 6 mths! ARHG

2008-05-11T03:53:00.000-07:00

For those of you who didnt go and see what happened on 10th may, well its the NYGZ ♥ 紫韵筝情 concert, and also my last concert performing as a member of nygz. Thank you nygz for all the wonderful memories and im glad we did put up an extraordinary wonderful night performance (:

Also, a big thank you to those who went there to support me. I love the flowers, the chocolates, the myuk wallet, the early birthday present and the disneyland t shirt HAHA! :D

but most importantly still, thank you nygz (:

2008-04-10T06:12:00.001-07:00

if this continues, i wonder how am i gonna cope with all these stress.

2008-03-31T03:49:00.000-07:00

why cant u just stop screaming your head off the roof all the time.
asshole

2008-02-26T04:05:00.000-08:00

im stressed.
but im happy. not becos of the overwhelming workload ( which i find it) but cause i can SK8 FENCE AND DANCE again ((: yohoo
well, not exactly now, but by end of this wk ;D

anyways ive learnt the basic 5 strings of the guitar, and jeanettic, chelly, xijing taught me the first new notes of qing tian. and the first chord -.-

still :DD

okies im goin off to watch tv now.
buh-byes earthlings

taggies replies

2008-02-25T06:36:00.000-08:00

steph: HAHA i did! and i linked ya (:
tiff: omg thanks a lot for the card! and tagging too :D
peiyu: i wanna tag ur blog but u changed url =(
yunxin: nope, i wna change just no time.
maddie: sure! now i know i shd've gotten u a GUITAR. ahaha
lien: hello!
vanice: YO same to u haha, alth its long over. i need ur new URL!!
joline: -.- i cant rmb whats ur nick!
chelly: sry who r u?
jeanetto: hmph. u better teach me how to play qing tian haha. and BUY ME A GUITAR ;D

LALALALA--------------------

2008-02-25T06:29:00.000-08:00

hello everyone! hoho, i realised how dead this blog has been, didnt even plan to write smthin anymore, but i felt so touched that someone still tags. (:

hm. sec 3 is so busy but i guess its a more fruitful year for me. i like 309, my new class, though i still miss 202'07.

anyways im just getting real excited abt going back on the ice again as well as taking my sword and fence again. ( my ankle is recovering)
ive set goals, which means more stress. HAHA. but i guess more fun and a stronger sense of achievemt. HOORAY

i cant stop this highness yunxin instilled into me.

oh and thanks a lot to tiffany who sent me the card from canada :D

ps.s get well soon steph (:

just something random: i have a strong urge to eat pineapple tarts. anyone wanna bake for me ? ;D

2007-10-19T01:45:00.000-07:00

HAHAHA blog's been really dead lately but nv theless, i shall update a short short one because im rushing out.
exams are over and thats really great, but it sucked. bleah. i swear to be better next yr (:
and i ve successfully convinced to mommy to let me take history :D
and im shopping and slackin quite happily now xDD
and im so gonna try and make it to novices comp next yr.
and i dunno.
but suddenly now i feel like playin dai-dee!
just random huh?

2007-09-24T06:52:00.000-07:00

YO YO YO!
i cant believe exams are goin to be in 1 week and 10 hours time! D:
still, what im looking forward to is post-eoys activites!!
gosh, what fun they'll be.
1st, id go on a BIG SHOPPING SPREE with yimbo, van, eli...
WATCH MOVIESpy nic?
shop with ester in bugis too! haha, its to reward ourselves.
skate like mad. joelle, bubbles, sam are going everyday. who-hoo! xD
free fence more i suppose :D
catch up with ruth and livia
see what pam is up to, haha! (if she is stil crazy over sk8ing? o.0)
oh but that'll wait till aft her o lvls.

b4 that, theres a pile of geography, history and science notes to memorize.
note memorize, not revise.
tadas bye bye

2007-09-01T08:43:00.000-07:00

OHMAN IM GETTING REALLY HIGH NOW. because tmr is Z GALA. somehow b4 a performance or competition, im always like this.
chunnie is the more adding on to this 'high' mood. haha. xDD

today had been a great day

skating
shopping
dancing
friendstering
msning
youtubing..

shittt.. ppl have been telling me to slp early hahaha, but i cant. >.<

ps. chun's definition of usual is = 3
late=4-5
early= 12,1

in fact, according to her, im sleeping early today if i got to bed at 12 plus.
Z GALA TMR (:

2007-08-25T01:41:00.000-07:00

i really feel like blogging now about the past week's events..

last sun: i met chuin at balmoral at 11.45 to watch the pro fence(they werent as agressive as we tht!) then we had plenty of time b4 4.30, so we went to united sq, and then walked to novena and eat eat, walk around. then we had this super tedious time of playing i think 20 rounds bah? (excluding our break) it was so tiring, but indeed very fruitful!

tues: i somehow felt so reluctant to return to the rink after a mini short break.(i wanted to go on sun at first) but it turned out to be slightly better than i expected, at least reassuring my doubts abt quitting.

wed: i had PSL duty for DSA registration! it was claimed to be from 2.30-5, but turned out to end at 6!! it was super tiring cause we were so shorthanded. even mrs wong said we should have at least4, but we only had 2. quite a few mistakes were made here and there, and partially because we couldnt exactly cope that well. but still, it turned out to be quite a good use of time. i mean, at least doing something constructive and seeing all the diff reactions of those p6 kids remind me how i was like when going for interviews. haha

thurs: we had cca -gz as usual. hmm then had to collect money for those who bought the exam books, but obviously most wont have. we had to prac outside with no aircon and fan. but i guess its fair, since the sec 1s have always been using outside for as far as i can rmb.

fri: had study session with tong, pam and jiayin. then piano lesson. somehow i felt like i was on the verge of suffocating the whole week. u can say perhaps its stress and all the things i have to cope. i am too ambitious. i have goals and tasks which cannot be fulfilled. ok link back to my schedule. haha. aft lesson i felt like i was so qing song, maybe next 2 days will be relaxed. thats why i always enjoy fridays, because i know there is sat and sun aft it.
met chuin earlier to eat ice cream as usual and fence. stupid me drank almost the whole bubble tea and throughout first half of the lesson, i felt like dying. my stomach was churning and goin to explode. D: but later it was better (:

sat: had cca and i managed to collect almost all the $ from them! i was very shocked, cause only 2 didnt bring and i was very glad too :D again, i knew later would be cheryl's lesson, and i felt very pressurized. her lessons make me feel guilty,dumb but also motivated. i saw how much sam has improved. esp when i compare to few month ago, when we took the competiton together, now she's so pro.
on the way home, i took this taxi which had a super bad tempered taxi driver. =.=
i told him to go to holland park. pass boon lay way and then ullu pandan straight down. and he went to boon lay, and i told him its wrong. and he yelled at me. saying 'where exactly do u want to do la?!!!' and grumbled, signed and kept shaking his head. -.- and he wasted 5 bugs for making that useless big round. on the way, he kept showing his black face and scratching his head... and he still had the cheek to collect the full price from me. i regret a lot now for not telling him off instead of dumbly paying. damn me. saying im stupid is right.

tmr: i ll go brush up my skating b4 i see cheryl next week so i ll have face to see her. AND go for fencing again. or rather just go for freefencing. i do look forward to it.

i hate the feeling of ppl leaving, i dont like the idea when u established a friendship and most of the time it has to stop in a way. ever since tiff left during june, i tht it was bad enough. and now yet so many seems to go away. not only these, even the current one i seem to have doesnt seem to exist anymore. i dont seem to belong anywhere. i dont understand you. im not emo, but i really dont like this feeling. i mean who would like it.

somehow now i think of you. i wish u'd never had gone and left us 6 yrs ago.

2007-08-17T23:07:00.000-07:00

hehe i have nothing to blog abt but just that my current mood makes me feel like blogging.
on mon i watched the secret which was nice. i mean jay is so talented. he 自编自导自演. and he can play the piano so well and fast!! xD the part when jay realised that other ppl cant see rain, lydia and i were freaking out hahaha. we tht he had gone crazy or had hallucinations or seen a ghost. but the ending was unexpected. 'bu neng shuo de mi mi' so nice! apparently its already out on crunchyroll.
ooh and 90th anniversary is over by one week, and it was quite sad the ppl were all busy chatting and eating. but nevertheless, i think the musical is very enjoyable! im so envious of those chinese dancers who are so flex and graceful hahha.

2007-08-09T19:17:00.000-07:00

i hate it now when my new skates are so small and tight esp when ive paid so much for it, i was supposed to complete my lesson today with jo b4 she flies off this afternoon, and i actually brought the old ones -.- and i realised i cant used them anymore. i got very frustrated and jo said it wasnt my skating day so she would help me change my lesson for the third time. =/ today there were many national team skaters there. on the way out, outside the lift i saw quemei and then alethea.
i wasted getting up so early this morning at 7 when i nearly couldnt and going all the way there to jurong. AND MY SKATES WERE WRONG AND I HAD TO GO HOME. i smsed sam in the cab and she told me she was reaching. -.- if i knew, i could have waited to eat breakfast with her. once i reached home, my stupid stomach virus or wdv was acting again, as if im not in enough agony. irritating. p.s. nicole just smsed me she is going. she says the first person ever to bring wrong boots there. =.==

on a lighter note, later at least i get to watch disturbia later. yay.

i rmbed a horror or ghost story mrs chew told us on wed.

she was supposed to study for 'A' levels then, but she got bored during midnight and turned on the tv and saw this movie..

This girl went camping wif her frens in the forest sorta place then she got very bored while they wre pitching tents or whatsoever so she wandered off to explore. her bf told her not to but she insisted. so she sat on her horse ( this is the olden times) and galloped galloped.
At first it was sunny when they set off, but when she started exploring, the clouds started to get grey... suddenly her horse refused to budge and she realised she was lost! k so desperately tried to find a way out and it looks like it was gonna pour soon.
just then, she saw this clearing ahead. and there was a dilapidated hut. so she went there, very politely asked in her american accent: any body in? anybody any body?
no one answered so she opened the door.
and saw THIS SUPER OLD LADY with calloused fingers and wrinkled fact etc.. WHO LOOKED LIKE HER AND IS THE PERSON WHO SHE WILL BE WHEN SHE WAS OLD.
so, natural reactions was to scream and get onto the horse and galloped away as fast as she could. (that time it was raining heavily) the old lady called out to her in her hoarsed voice: hey you! stop right there. ive been waitin for u for years." and then also climbed on a horse and chased after her. but apparently she was younger so she could run away faster.
then, she managed to find her frens who were worried bout her.. and fainted and had high fever..
cut long story short, she married her bf who became her husband, and had kids ..
she always wanted to go back but her honey refused to.
then her kids had kids and left both of them alone. so this day, our of boliao-ness, she badly wanted to venture again.
then, they both went and her husb. wanted to follow her, but when he was cooking a turkey or smthing, she was too impatient and went out on her own again. just as she started moving, the clouds turned grey again and looked like gonna rain. then she got lost and blah blah, and couldnt ifnd the place. just then, she saw the clearing again and the hut. so, she went there knocked but no one ans, and opened the door.
she saw nothing.
so she went up to search but to no avail.
as she climbed down, she heard a shrilling scream.
stood in front of her was
the girl whom she was when she saw the old lady then. which means now shes in the role of the older version.
the girl frantically ran away on the horse, and she shouted :hey you, stop right there, ive been waititng for u for years! and got on her horse tooo..

then....
my teacher's mother came in and made her study for her 'a' levels. =.=

2007-08-08T22:07:00.000-07:00

gosh sickening.
ytd study session didnt work out heh. >.< today we were doing saponification. haha half shi bai also. but i suppose it should be fine bah? we kept on redoing and each time we had to pour 60g = 60ml of oil and vegetable shortening, so all the untensils in the kitchen turned oily... and we had to scrub and scrub out. we're currently waiting for the 2hr waiting time for it to harden. haha..
tmr yimbo, nic,py etc are watching disturbia. haha, and i want to watch jay that movie too. i want a shopping spree to buy all overdue (be-lated) presents!! hehe, sorry! pai-seh. i think tmr shd be able to get bah? xD sat is 90th anniversary, im gonna stock up foodd...

replies to tags

2007-08-02T22:20:00.000-07:00

yuhui: HAHAAH thats good wat!
tong: haha thanks a lot. but i think this time im gonna fail again. i didnt seem to have anything to write =/
chinwen:lol. we died for composition alr. i know i have no music talent.
keyu: hahah thanks! xD
youjiaa: -.- yimbo!
cherie: lol
vanice: hahaha yes man, its nice! btw u havent showed me what he looks like leh! >.<
tso: LOL u so better check ur computer la! hehe

sab week!

2007-08-02T21:52:00.000-07:00

i decided to just change skin and tagboard colour, cause the previous one is too striking. this wk is sab wk! quite slack, but it only started after tues, cause we had hist. test on tues and teacher day audition on wed. we didnt prepare anything to we just sang out two times of the chorus of "you raise me up". and showed some ppt of a tribute to madam yick. LOL

tues test was quite horrendous. i think i should give up on choosing hist. le, hah. i chose math in motion and song composition! wanted chinese dance at first, then only 204, 206 have -.-
202 was one big grp of 15 ppl, and as usual we didnt rehearse our performance till the last minute again. haha. but still, 202 is just 202. we managed to do it! our song is " ain't no other man", and fiona was being hiao. it was fun cheorographing the steps ourselves. xDD i love this sab!
hehe now is during song composition, and we're screwed, haha good thing perhaps, we dont need to sing out our song and get it recorded down. i love eli and yvn's composition! its soo nice! just like those kind of professional songs. but i hope mrs mae ho will have time to help us finish our chords and the last 3 lines. then im gonna print it and keep it. HAHA
p.s.: i doubt she ll have time, at the kind of rate

2007-07-27T08:07:00.000-07:00

i seriously dunno whats happened to my blog skin. its supposed to look like this:

anyways i think these days were rather crappy but i also dunno, actually can be quite fun too. hee. every cloud has a silver lining! okay first was the speechh, i regretted regretted not writing it earlier as i left my half written speech in sch!!! plus thurs recess and lunch was totally filled with romeo and juliet rehearsals. so left with no choice, i had to like finish it at 2pm.. =/ i learnt the lesson. pam and lydiaa edited my script, much thanks, cause the grammer i know is horrendous. >.< then the speeches started, i tht they were gonna start with sec2s, but apparently they started from 3s!! haha so i felt so like qing song, and like tht oh wells, it ll be a long time. i wasnt nervous, cause i tht to my self i was only panicking earlier as i had no speech, imagine speechless. -.- but i realised that when i have a script on hand, and i looked through to assure there is nothing wrong or weird with it, it shd be fine. at least much better than impromtu speeches i make in class. actually the speech was not exactly long, but then one para sounded weird so i decided to take it off when its my turn, esp when at that time we were short of time, it was a GOOD THING. 天助我也！！ super fast like it was my turn, then when i was walking up, somehow i just heard someone behind say bimbo, then i stood there. stared at everyone, and then somehow i just suddenly cannot help it but burst out laughing. i tried very hard to control but i realised i cant. now i understand why ppl do laugh when making speeches. soo unexpected.. =/ i think the ppl were sian and i was losing attention.
haha friday was super tiring, i was out since 6am to 11pm haha according to aunty joyce. we had audi rehearsal and then the concert! reached home at 11 plus.. =/
the next morning still had to reach sch at 7am to jog and have history tuition from yuhui with pam, tongzhen, and jiayin. ahhaha
i think interview i was being stupid. on the way down, i couldnt help but feeling so jin zhang i burst out laughing again -.- amanda asked if i needed her to accompany me, but i realised at that circumstances, a person that wil provoke me to laugh more. so i stood outside and decided jogging shd help. yah, then i keep hearing laughter coming from inside, haha. i managed to calm down and tried hard not to laugh. i was very very proud of myself for not laughing out, and to me, that was enough liao. managed to keep my calm till i came out, and half-laughing called hanyi to go in..
this nervous breakdown is a serious issue i should quickly address and find a solution. i never had this problem before until thurs the moment i standed up in front. im very thankful to get what i wanted - count money. assistant tresurer. thank you! and congrats to all those too!

2007-07-23T01:51:00.000-07:00

had help dsa registration counter on sat morning 7am-9am, and speak to 176 parents/ students, well including 20 plus who paid 80 dollars for the test but didnt come.got so hungry and my mouth was so dry for repeating the same sentence over and over again. luckily we had mcdonalds food provided. ha ha! and then cca! after that was cip in orchard, a lot of us took 174 to orchard, and we were crapping. lol. reached taka and then bought our food and chionged back to tangs, thinking we were late. -.-
then cip with shuhui and claire, we went to city hall mrt to ask for money. by 3 o clock, we were done alr! hahaha, and went starbucks for coffeee... then bought subway cookies, which shuui contributed to the rania's fund. xD
and then we sat down beside the fountain and appreciated the beauty of water.
later on we shopped and shopped, before returning back to tang.
if i known that we could leave when we returned the tin, i could have gone for gladdys near rafless alr =.=
haha but actually i think sat was quite fruitful.

all the tests sucked. i must learn how to finish my wk faster.

2007-07-20T07:09:00.000-07:00

today is quite meaningful. during history lesson, we were supposed to have science, but i think the teacher forgot and we slacked and did science ws due and etc.eli and i realised a way to deal with nicole and others when they're irritating haha. threaten to shock her. then maths sian. like our test is alr on mon and shes still go through ws 7.2, which is not tested. in the morning we had this career values inventory, haha so amusing. i had recognition and relationships for the highest. HAHA which means, i can be model, agricultural crop worker, etcc.. and ... a lot rather unlikely, but still a guideline bah.
tmr dsa registration 6.50-9, then cca prac, cca cip.. sun study study for maths!! D:

2007-07-14T08:37:00.000-07:00

this is a stupid and meaningless post, but i have nothing to do or dunno what to post.
sometimes i feel this year is a weird year, but a rather fast-pacing one also, a lot seemed to have happened. hm.. maybe its me who became weirder
had cca this morning, 'yi gu ren' is one the hardest songs i ve seen in counting the beat! but i suppose it ll train my sense of rhythm. hee. supposed to watch harry, but as expected no seats. bit disappointed, went home. loved dance today. i regret wearing my dance shoes without changing cause i think it ll spoil it. =(
then was mercury! hehe, saw eiffel oor, who did so well. i couldnt help laughing halfway when sueen told me abt nick ng laugher, and felt it was so extra giggling, when the whole audi was quiet and solemn. then, we went backstage to give eif the flowers, and everyone tried hard to make her cry. hehe, but she laughed even more.
I NEED TO STUDY AND LOSE WEIGHT!!
so what am i still doing here?
time to sign off and off tv.

2007-07-08T21:12:00.000-07:00

i think im being a bit too mean lately.
shouldnt comment too much anymore.
i MUST stop eating chocolate and sweet stuff
today had height and weight
and to my horror
i am so much fatter than i think.
terrible.
i must not slack too much. suitable is fine
while others are here during maths free period doing maths hw
here i am.

I WANT SHOPPING SPREE. SALES arg.

2007-07-07T01:03:00.000-07:00

haha i know ytd was considerably a fun day..
haha 202 stall had a lot of mischaps, like not enough oil, the whole pot of fries splashing onto the floor when the table gave way. and then when all the stalls have set up, we havent even decorated our table! but later, vanice decorated it well, but we realised the cooking was so slow we had nothing to offer the customers! haha.
after the funfair, gen and i were youtubing, finished love exchange (why why love) three epi haha!
fencing was urh pissifying and fun! hehe first time freefencing is fun.. conclusion: luke sword is gonna break soon.

*arg lately i dunno why am i complaining and getting so fan over that issue la. actually, its not my concern and my position to comment at all. darn extra. but if reality is gonna be like that, i dont see an alternate solution other than accept reality.

2007-06-30T07:38:00.000-07:00

ANTI-EMO pls. i realised how disguisting it is for me to be emo and saccharine. i'd better kick out of that sickening habit.

HAHA, on a lighter note, talk abt the recent happenings yay. hee, seemed to slack quite a lot lately, r and j only read through the summary, not the book. spent 2 hrs just now on the art shoe, and managed to only complete 1! at this super slow rate i think im just dumb to work so slowly.

GOOD LUCK to those who went for skate-malaysia today! all the best!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ROYCE, CLARA and JASMINE!
and be-lated birthday to sabrina!

i need to go shopping desperately for be-lated presents. (6!)

missed dance today =( heard that lesson with belmon was very fun as he was being funny and cute today.

wish for this year: never ever behave and speak like --

brownies!

2007-06-25T01:39:00.001-07:00

HAHA i know this post came a bit late, but still..
(tongzhen and i baked fudgy brownies for gz potluck last friday.)
we spent like half an hour in the supermarket trying to find all the ingredients, esp the cocoa powder, (pronounced as ko-ko)

the truth behind those brownies

3/4 cup butter
2 cups sugar
1 cup cocoa
1 teaspoon salt
1/2 teaspoon baking powder
1 tablespoon vanilla extract
3 eggs
1 cup ap flour

Optional:
1 cup chocolate chips

in other words, we were supposed to use 2 cups = 500g of sugar, but we had REDUCED SUGAR to abt 400g. xDD healthier. and added whole pack = 250g of chocolate chips.

btw the cups refer there, is = 250g.

f.y.i., if u want to know the nutrition serving:

Nutrition information per serving (one 2-inch square, without nuts or chocolate chips, 39g): 154 cal, 4g fat, 2g protein, 4g complex carbohydrates, 16g sugar, 1g dietary fiber, 43mg cholesterol, 110 mg sodium, 200 mg potassium, 68RE vitamin A, 2mg iron, 16mg calcium, 50mg phosphorus, 9mg caffeine.

melting the butter in the pan
adding in cocoa powder

after mixing

mixing well and tongzhen cleaned up the pot and formed it into this shape
adding in all the chocolate chips

the nicely and lightly greased tray. after putting and flattening it onto the tray
READY FOR BAKING!

i just found out the reason for the brownies being super hard on friday morning. the recipe wrote: put them inside a pre-heated 325 degree oven and bake for abt half an hour.

it meant in fareinheit, we thought it was celcius, but the highest for my oven was 250, so ya and we left for only 15minutes and it became like that. what if we left if for 30 mins?? ...

my house has an extra set of baking ingredients, because we wanted to bake one more at first hah. dunno when will the next time i ll get to use them. >.<

end of holi

2007-06-19T21:21:00.000-07:00

i feel so bad. holis are ending!! i just started on my hw, barely even gonna finish it. wanted to wake up at 7.30am once to do the hw, but haha overslept. i need much longer holis!

btw, something random.
if u noticed, this has been my pm for several days haha. its lame, but ya. thats because there was supposed to be one that matched it haha, wanice wrote one abt me sitting on the rug with rats and roaches.
"vanice the wanice is a vimbo wimbo who weeps and whines while wearing a wig with white whiskers wondering why."

apparently she named anyone first letter of name + imbo. which means combination of the person and bimbo. haha. originated from yimbo. guess any 202 or debaters shd know whose that. xD

diee today we're gonna start on geog and i plan to finish chi sia, prac piano and gz. end of blogging.

2007-06-14T21:11:00.000-07:00

HAHA its the holidays so i shd be blogging more, but then i realised i was too lazy or wdv.

pirates of the carribean rocks! ohmygosh, johnny depp is so cute and orlando blooms so hot! :D
wanted to watch it the second time with jack, but no haha, no money.
eh, somehow how come holis are so so fast? seemed to have done a lot, but yet seem to have done nothing also, hehe. i dunno what im saying but ya.

i regret a lot a lot for not starting to skate 10 yrs ago, or a few yrs, then maybe i would have the chance to be a national skater now. how sad. i want to wait for next yr so excited, jo planned a schedule of taking interschools in begining june, end june - skate-malaysia, end july- skate asia, end-august - skate-taiebei and then end yr winter classics and skate singapore. so cool and fun. but dunno whether mommy let. =( im getting new skates !! yay.. waiting for them and their really nice. i suppose.

watched fantastic four ytd, with youjiaa haha, was quite nice! grr.. LOH PEI-YU, do u regret not turning on ur phone now?? apparently, we were supposed to watch movies together, but somehow suay suay just didnt haha, waiting for nancy drew now, because there isnt anything else nice right? want to go shopping!

apparently regretted not following or tagging along to hk, at least i can have good food and great shopping. but think on the bright side, without them here, haha, the whole house has gone on a revolution. geese, haha i can go out everyday, royce is goin to play mahjong everyday until 3am. well, thats not a good thing actually haha.

and and i better start on my hw!! eeks, realised that i havent done. xDD

2007-06-07T01:39:00.000-07:00

all i can say is, our cinnimon rolls turned out horrendous, haha but next time we will do a better job! tongzhen looked like she was on drugs, so sleepy the whole day! hm... it was so amazing to see yh, tang2 tang2 de gz huang2 di4. HAHA! what we did can be seen from the various blogs below...
and i wondered why can people bake such nice cinnimon rolls, comparing to our chaota one!

HI EVERYONE NOW...
LYDIAA AND TONGZHEN IS HERE NOW.

apparently they're all here to type this post.
Lydia: apparently yuhui just finished doing my toe nails and she's doing rania's one now!!isnt it fascinating!! our pres who always wana mantain her so called presidently mannerism is lyk being so bimbo n doing our nails!!! hohoho so fun la lalala if nxt time yuhui cnnt find ajob, she can just go to a nail parlour and work there! besides, rania's room is the perfect place to be bimbo!!
Tongzhen:I wana slp la*hugs pillow and starts drooling*
she says cancel start drooling. rubbish.
yuhuii: no comments
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Adapted from yuhui's blog...

HAHA RANIA HERE I COME!

NUMBER 1
background information:

at rania's house making cinnamon roll. in rania's kitchen digging out apparatus.

lydia: rania your house has weighing scale not? (IN THAT KIND OF SITUATION, OBVIOUSLY LYDIA WAS REFERRING TO APPARATUS FOR MAKING CINNAMON ROLE)

rania: ya i have. in my room in the TOILET!

lydia, tongzhen and i: *EXTREMELY PUZZLED. WHY IS WEIGHING SCALE FOR MEASURING FLOUR AND SUGAR IN HER TOILET??!!!

this is the weighing scale rania was referring to:

RANIA WANTS TO MEASURE 340 GRAMS OF FLOUR USING THIS WEIGHING SCALE!!!!

-___________-

NUMBER 2

background information:

rania was shouting from the 12th storey (her aunt's house) to 11th storey (her own house where her maids are)

rania: aunty can you get me a roller? (roller needed to spread and roll the cinnamon role)

aunty: oh, roller we have! you want short one or long one??

rania: huhh got short one and long one ahh?

30 seconds later

aunty comes up...

aunty: here, rania!

AUNTY HOLDS A 30CM RULER.....

lydia, tongzhen and i: DIED LAUGHING.

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SOME PICS!

i think we didnt take the MOST DISGUSTINGGG PARTTTSSS OF US MIXINGGG THE DOUGHHHHHHHHHHH. ITS REALLY DISGUSTING. REALLY. this the part after we have done we our disgusting mixing. and rolled it up :]

cutting it into 16 pieces!

the mutated shapes and disgusting ones are cut by me. :/ lydia cuts them rather nicely though.

BY ME! MUTATED ONE.

hardworking me cleaning up

our recipe stained with butter. sugar and flour :/you know how clumsy we are.

while waiting for the roll to rise. tongzhen sleeping on rania's bed.

rania has the same bedsheet as me!! TWEETY BIRD. HAHAA

rania's room is FILLED WITH PINKKKKK STUFF.

lydia says rania's room makes her feel extremely bimbotic. QUITE TRUE. the nail polishes are all lined up on the pink shelf so nicely for you to take and apply them.

and thus, TADAH.

MY ARTWORK. not on my own feet but for my two juniors rania and lydia -.-

imagine me bending down helping my juniorssss -.- HAHAHAHA QUITE NICE I THINK! judging by how clumsy i can get! i think this is RANIA'S FEET. HAHA.

AND....

OUR CHAO DAH CINNAMON ROLL -.-

i thought it looked like dog poo :/

ITS AS HARD AS ROCK.

now there's 2 pieces of them left at home.

my dad, my mum and my sis each took one mouth.

and refused to take the second bite :[

hahaha i dont wanna eat it myself either!

my juniors are quite bimbotic. rania and lydia started discussing abt which manicure shop to go to make their nails!!! -________-

haha if only pam was there!!

and i think pam will go OMG when she tries our cinnamon roll. HAHA.

oh my first attempt in baking sth without my mum's supervision.

HAIYA. 下次再努力。

rania, one lesson learnt:

you dont use your weighing machine in yout toilet to weigh your flour and sugar -____-

from tz:
yesterday.
was sleepy the whole day. and rania's weighing scale! needed a weighing scale for the baking. and rania's weighing scale.. was in her room, and in the bathroom! so amusing ((: and then she asked her aunty for a roller. and her aunty asked if she wanted a long or short one. and she came with a ruler! hehehheheheh! and other amusing happenings at her house. although i was almost asleep most of the time. and yuhui was painting lydia's and rania's toenails o.0 if i went home with painted nails i bet my mother will start screaming. anyway, the cinnamon roll were chao da! and it looked super not nice when it was cute up into 16 portions. heh. but my brother ate up everything that i brought back home. hehe. my mother and aunt refused to try it. my father took a bite and couldn't chew it properly. and m brother ate the rest :] yay

from pam's
I was feeling boliao this morning, so I decided to make cinnamon rolls, using the same recipe that Yuhui, Rania, Tongzhen and Lydia used.

First you mix the yeast with tepid water to activate the yeast, and then you add sugar, an egg, and salt. Then flour is added a little at a time till the dough comes together. Then you transfer the dough onto a floured surface. (The dough would be quite shaggy and sticky at this point.)

Knead it, flouring the surface and the dough whenever the dough gets sticky, for about 8 minutes until it is fairly smooth.

Let it rest for ten minutes before rolling it out into a rectangle that's quarter inch thick.

Add your fillings. I made 2 variations, the first being the cinnamon one that's the recipe specified, and the second being blueberry cheesecake. For the latter, I smeared cream cheese on the dough and dotted it with blueberries, and finally sprinkled a mixture of 1 tablespoon each of sugar and ground almonds and zest of one lemon.

Then I rolled both doughs up and stuck them into the freezer for a couple minutes to firm them up slightly.

Cut the dough into the number of pieces specified in the recipe (because I halved the recipe, I cut mine into eight pieces). I was highly amused by the blueberry ones. HAHA.

I then stuck them in the cups of my greased mini muffin tins and placed parchment paper collars around them so that when they rise, they would rise vertically and not horizontally. This is how they looked like when they were baked:

The blueberry ones were tasty! Lemon and blueberry is like the perfect couple and the cream cheese complemented that cos it was slightly tangy too. Sam and I loved the blueberry ones most while M preferred the cinnamon ones.

All in all, the rolls were a satisfying start to the day ahead and although they were less feathery that I'd like them to be, they were quick to whip up and I washed less dishes than usual. So yeah, I suppose these were worth the minimal effort :)

inter schools

2007-06-04T02:17:00.000-07:00

haha havent been blogging since some time, hm.. quite busy these holi heh. this whole week been packed with skating lessons, then psl duty etc.. but now its funner hehe. inter school compts are finally over. quite sad with my performance that day. it was rather and relatively bad.. i dont mind taking the same level again for skate singapore as long as i have done better.
sat i went at 11 plus, nearing twelve as my event was 12.55 or something, then stayed all the way till eight plus at night! had another solo compts at 5 plus, but in between i ate and ate at the foodcourt first and then watched shrek 3 haha, b5 going at 5. after that i stayed back because all the rest were taking fs1 at 6 plus and their jump and spins at 8. ya, so we were all there competiting who threw the furthest flowers etc.. i cant believe the flowers i threw couldnt even beat a 6 year old kid! urh. was a long and tiring day..
sun went rather late haha, because i woke up at 11 plus, then couldnt watch alethea and jaime's artistic, but we watched the pros skate. joelle was sad she missed her idol boy's footwork, but saw his programme later anyways. sam, jaime, alethea, elizabeth, i and sam's "boyfriend" were sharing a bar to sit at haha..
for me and sam's couples, we had to wear pajamas and tie our hair into two buns! ohmygosh we looked so retarded! and we walked around the rink like that. people were all staring haha. so act-cute. and our competitiors were 8 yr old kids. (age grp 8-14) and charissa said we had to act as cute as possible later. others keptasking us why we wore like that, and if we were gonna sleep on the ice haha, but too bad no. we were doing sorta mirror images. and sam wanted her 4 golds, and i wanted one, so i could have one gold, one silver and one bronze. but too bad, unluckily, the prop failed us. the frame couldnt stand and after 15 sec sam was trying to make it stand, and so the music just started. sadly. we were that close.
anywyas, im looking forward to skating again! and for the next skate singapore. i told myself i must gt someone to design a nicer costume. because the "swin-suit" rainbow costume is just -----

2007-05-25T07:22:00.001-07:00

yoohoo, holis are tmr! YAY feeling very high and happy now. this whole sabbatical week was a week i rested, sleeping abt 10 every night, though my aim was to sleep at 8. i can predict what my june holi would be like. its gonna be so fun. sleep-overs, movie marathons and skating dancing! im so gonna skate like 4 times a week and dance trice? yup, so improve on my artistic flow, cause now its just not there. and prac my instruments including ju hua tai, the a major part, my left hand is moving fast trying to press in time, and jiangjunling when i realised i ve been playing wrong way =(( and ben chi, like what jia yin said, alr improved from san4 bu4 to man4 pao2 le. >.< andpiano! somehow i just like it now. heh.
and then shopping shopping spree! mama has owed me a lot of things since dunno when. and i rmbed nicole's birthday is coming! gasp* i havent got her yet, and owed arthur her present for a month.. im quite sure she has given mine away.. =((

ok and thanks for all the belated presents too! hehe its nice to still receive presents when ur birthday is over. =)) THANK YOU!

14th sleepover party!

2007-05-19T23:30:00.000-07:00

SLEEP-OVER PARTY !!! =)))
YAY we had me and tiff's combined 14th birthday- sleepover party ytd.. mine's on 15th and tiff 21st which is tmr, so we chose 19th, an in-between date. supposed to join them in the afternoon at escape, but didnt in the end. dun mention that part. but later i went for dance in the end and took some random pics haha, then went to tiff hse, haha the celebration quite fun.

adapted from vanice's blog. but mostly it was abt the escape part which i missed =(

omg i think im going to cry when tiffany leaves ): this is so sad.
Yesterday was the ultimate love at escape <3><3 style="font-style: italic;">ur stuff for zeh sleepover sadly sirui didnt sleepover ): hmm then at 10 plus we took tiff's mum's car to newton mrt , met shiqi and mengjie there,.and took mrt to city hall to meet youjia. Then the 7 of us went to white sands mall and ate at burger king :D then took 354 to downtown east and walked to escape xD in the mean time eli and i and tiffany kept using our cheeeena accents to irritate youjia :DD roflmao was damn funny. Then went to escape and we were complaining lor, They made us buy this 16.50$ ADULT ticket heeeelooooo. we dont even look like adults lor wtfwtfwtf zzz waste my muuunehhhh. Then the first ride we took was i forgot! OHOH YAKULT :D the lie on the thing and spinning thing. heh :D oh and we took viking! i realise alot of people are very uhm, easy giddy/pukey haha so they didnt sit at the end of the viking ship thingum i sat with mengjie like 3 times i think viking is so funny haha you see all the scared people hor, all their faces like to got constipation XD HAHAAROFLROFL. oh and we took the spaceship thingum at first tiffy poke didnt dare to take! but it was like damn shiok can sleep one hehehehehe :D and the only ride/thing i was freaked about was the haunted house. tifffany and sirui bhind me keep screaming, nothing scream, got thing scream and tiff kept stepping on my slippers i kept on wanting to fall -.- HAHA i grabbed shiqi damn tight i think, imagine if you fall in the middle of a haunted house :/ hmm then the guy behind kept grabbing sirui's bag and banging stuff so sickening -.- hmm. haunted house was quite stupid lar the screaming thign was for fun it wasnt even really scary lol. and we took the WET AND WILD it was absolute love x) eiffel and i shouted fuuuuuuuuuccccccccc-kkkkk all the way down the 15m drop from the tip haha it was damn fun but i got bloody wet i was so glad i wore fbts instead of real shorts, yuck. HAHA :) oh yeah and i got sunburnt very pain when i bathe! D: hmm then we met eiffels cousin and her bunch of guyfriends and we had screaming competition and they could scream higher than us ewwwww so we stopped screaming and changed to manly low voice shouting : D HEH. hmm we drank and some ate at orange julius and we saw this two couples of CAL (a) CAB , cao ah lian and cao ah beng. D: TSK LAR. smoke smoke smoke and what blow out puffs of gross smoke and somemore go throw cigarette on the wall warlow go die lar! stupid trollops and poltroons. and one of the girls was like dressed so. pros-ish ewwwww . and they took wet and wild and one of the cab's took off his shirt and the tattoos were like. wtf o.0 hmm no abs somemore take off shirt for what lar. stupid cabs and cals. and one of the cab went to drop cigarette ash thingum on fiona's hand and fiona called him a fuggkker :D YAY fiona :] heh. hmm oh we also took the family coaster which was like haha damn amusing and eli kept screaming my ear huh, was tortured XD ROFL. everytime she scream i start laughing LOL. then we went back to tiffanys house and had party and we played truth or dare it was damn funny! :D they dared me to call kevin and say ' eh i love you' in a manly voice XD ROFLMAO that wasnt the funniest oh and we dared eli to call a guy and ask him whats his underwear colour and the guy actually smsed back and said btw its blue o.0 LOL ridiculous. ohoh and we called some guys like jingwei and uhm bernard? and we start talking about gross stuff lol horny hornnnyyyyy and then called some other guys and we were like 'hello this is dr. roberts and im here to inform you about the results of your recent medical checkup. we found out that you have pubic lice " and we start telling them what is pubic lice and the way to stop it from spreading is sprinkling vitagen over the infected area LOL IT WAS DAMNN FUNNY JM AND I WERE FINDING IT SO HARD TO CONTROL OUR LAUGHTER PLS XD roflrofl! some of them were like playing along they said " uhm, okay, uhuh," and some were like "HAHA, okay" then some just hung up after awhile. timothy smsed rania(cos we used her phone) and said "haha that was interesting..." LOL LAR XD such amusing things happen when we're seriously high/bored/horny XD rofl then we talked about random stuff and then ate ruffles at around 2 am and drank root beer :D then at around 3.00 am we went to sleep :D then this morning had pizza popcorn and 7up for breakfast :D watched a bit of a horror movie and helped count coins and went home with eli! :D i want to repeat yesterday<3

haha, but on a more detailed account, we slacked and ate lots food, wanted to watch ghost movie and stuff, and tiff turned off the lights but somehow we didnt and then played dai dee (big 2) yup, then quite fast somehow ppl left, until 7 of us, the 6 sleepovers and weiqing. truth or dare haha, totally hilarious, i really think we're being so sick minded and calling up many guys on jie min's phone to prank call saying they have pubic lice! haha, and one of them sounded so serious and scared, he kept going "ah-he, ya, ya.." haha, we tried stiffling our laughter really hard, but i think there were some giggles though. so wq asked jie min to better sms all those ppl we pranked call on, in case they really believe it. HAHA. we had a dry run and everyone laughed like shit. but luckily the real one it was good. and thankful that they didnt hang up while eli was pretending to be "dr roberts". thats not so bad, the one where we called them up, pretending that we called them by accident was totally wrong. sayin vulgarities and claiming that tiff had ---. and they called up zach to find out his underwear colour? and he smsed back to jiemins phone i think, saying it was blue haha. and when vanice smsed him it was a prank, he said that it wasnt blue anyway. lol. then sadly wq had to leave, though it was alr 11.30!

then we continued gossip or wdv, and lay in our beds, all the way until like 1.30, i couldnt stand it anymore, just went to slp while they continued... but jiemin slept earlier with her ear muffs haha. she slept soundly at bout 12 plus or so..
i woke up 5 times only to find them still awake gossiping, and vanice still smsing... i kept asking her what was the time because i felt that it seemed ages, but apparently it was only 2 plus..
continued to slumberland..
zzZZZZZzzz...
woke up again and they were all missing! but i rmbed before i sleptm i heard them eating chips and saying abt going down at midnight to watch movie.. so i assumed that..
when i awoke again, they were all back, and i saw van and yv, but not eli, so i asked van where was she, btw my mind is still in a unconscious state. then she said very seriously, she went home, her parents came to fetch her b cos she didnt tell them and they are very angry..
i was like what?? at the middle of the night? but still, heh, got fooled by vanice acting man.
went back to slp, and when i woke up eli was there! and they all laughing... =.=
ok then couldnt be bothered, slp again. i realised i woke and slp many many time that night! the next time i woke, they all were sleeping, but tiff was walking round, trampling on my mattress, making lots noise etc.. and van and eli told me she was sleepwalking. before i slept we gossiped abt some sleepwalking issue... so i was thinking, why is it that wat we said came true. and tiff wass so irritaing, sleeping still bu fang guo wo, must take away my blanket, i was shivering la, luckily yvonne is very nice she lent me half of her nice blanket xD
but tiff was dunno doing what? swinging it? and making a lot of noise...
and eli and van, but i think eli was laughing so loudly so loudly.. grah..
hm.. well then finally could sorta have a peaceful sleep.. though it was rather cold at night..

love that sleep over party. i wanna have one at my hse some day since eli and van also said the 12th floor is good for one! o.0 but on the fourth i might have another one at frens hse. yipeee!

random or pics we took :))

we all just woke up in the morning..
the night before.. when we were prank calling..
a picture of what a pubic lice looked
the tai tai's playing cards.
random pic of me, van, eunice!
haha the emo kids.
bev and kim!
they all harassing poor froster.. in a very ah-hem way.. esp bev
wei qing and tiff!
weiqing and i!
OUR LOVELY CAKE !! i love the chocolate. gonna buy one someday for my pleasure eating

eunice, yv, kim slacking in one side while we were cookin the pizza or something in the kitchen
youjiaa, me, van, and eli :D

they all trying to gang 'rape" nicole, for always pulling our brastraps. although they failed, but kim managed to do so! haha
shao1 zhu4! the LOBSTER

and thats the day we spent i think.. yup.. cant wait for next hehe.

finally new blog!

2007-05-17T06:13:00.000-07:00

YAY finally i can blog now! thanks to my darling vanice, who rectified the problem for me. And then i can have a new skin, new tagboard.

ytd eli and vanice came my house, supposedly do hw.. but guess what happened in the end..

eli trying to fit her head in the helmet. haha.
looks like fit in but its not, eli still bu4 si2 xin1....
haha she decided to really give up.
vanice sitting in a very unglam way, decorating her/ eli phone with my markers. xD
(photo has been taken away though :/)
haha strangling each other, see it carefully. elcb looks so cute.
btw ELCB ELCB ELCB ELCB ELCB ELCB ELCB ELCB ELCB.. its no longer eli already, until she stops calling me p--- s---, =.= all nicole lau fault i have this so horrid name. eeks.

ok and 15th May is over, so now im 14. sweet 14. =))
thanks to chongmin, mengjie, youjia, shiqi who smsed me happpy birthday early morning. and the genebee, who wrote happy birthday 3 times haha. peiyu dear for the 2 earrings. thanks i like them! and nicole lau for that pink candle... and she still had the cheek to tell me: i didnt have time to shop so i ll took this from my house i bought last time and its new. btw this is relatively cheap so u dont have to spend loads on mine! "

so =.========

cant stand nicole lau trust her to still abuse me on my birthday by wat? calling me p--- s----.
good gracious. her randomness. and i cant believe it that it has become my sorta new name. grah.

hm.. and then my bf cherie from 202 +10 who wrote on the classboard haha. and lydia, zhenping, chalet, vivi too! xDD

hehe, and sam for chocs, roycey and ron for the presents. lalala. and those on msn who wished me happy birthday. tz, who randomly said it 2wice hehe, and weiqing for that birthday song, iris and others yay.
and then on sat me and tiff have a joint party, sleepover one. yay omg , icant believe it. its gonna be fun. xD what are we gonna do overnight? what ghost movie? play majong or dai di ? o.0 hehe whatever it is.

ok but now im dead totally chines sia and feature article haha!! die die, do now. doubt i can finish, just hand 2 to qiu laoshi tmr la! >.

2007-05-13T00:12:00.001-07:00

darn it, my whole blogging system has problem. but dun worry, ill try and rectify it soon! >.<