every beat of my heart

Wednesday, August 27, 2008 @11:21 PM

after reading through quite a number of blogs, i realised that many out there are not feeling too great at the moment. nevertheless, do cheer up.
and i shall write on some cheery events to brighten the day. (:

hm, firstly, think the cup as half full and not half empty.
although now im still pretty bai kah, be thankful that i can start walking alr, and compared to those who have permanent injuries, its already a blessing in disguise. i guess

my blog templates are pretty screwed and i dunno why, but i shall not rant on it further since this is supposed to be a happy post!

next, the holidays are coming soon! despite it filled with rather many remedials, there is stil room for chilling out. yay

just now i was watching movie trailers in the cab, and there is this super cute movie called - cant rmb what. haha something abt being in outer space, but definitely NOT clone wars. eew. its like imitation of star wars.

okay bell just rang. debate in 15 mins. rah. all hte best to speakers!

Tuesday, August 26, 2008 @8:43 PM

is it really just 3 more weeks?
how weird. its just the way things are.
so not perfect, so unpredictable.
and maybe, some advices should be heed at the start of the year.
the stress is piling up. and im saying it in a matter-of-fact way, and i am not depressed.

1stly, eoys are in a mths time, and i realised how much topics i have to cover.
there doesnt seem enuf time to revise the concepts and do practice.
furthermore, i am not making enough effort on my part. i watch a lot of tv as usual, call ppl to chat till midnight, and go online blog-surfing for an hour or so before starting real work.

2ndly, the injured foot is not healing well. its swollen with fluid inside, known as edema. It hurts like hell. It is as though it is swelling and going to burst.

3rdly, i believe i just ruined my opportunity for yog by missing this round of national trials.

Saturday, August 23, 2008 @10:52 PM

i want to swim very badly. firstly, its been raining everyday, ever since i started wanting to swim. someday last week, i dedicated the whole day to swimming and guess what?

sch ended at 2.30pm
3pm -home (raning)
3.30 pm - i shall continue to wait till it stops
4pm- the rain stopped, i left the hse
4.05- started raining, nevertheless, decided to still go since there was no thunder or lightning
4.20pm- reach there to find out in aghast that it was gonna be under maintenance on that particular day
4.30pm - went home to swim downstairs
4.50pm- reached home to see lots of workers renovating
i found out they end work at 5.30
5.30- went downstairs. it was drizzling, and no more sun, but still i could swim
then i heard rumbles of thunder.
gave up home and bathed.
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and ive finaly accepted the fact that i am taking eoys and it sucks because its gonna be in 4 weeks time. i dont understand trig, our teachers havent even covered the syllabus, and i have so much to do.
sayonara

Thursday, August 14, 2008 @11:35 PM

on wed night, i was so excited thinking the next day, after the removal of the screws implanted, i could immediately start walking and was so happily planning to go swimming in the aft -.-
what wishful thinking on my part.

so i went to MEH at like 7am, queued up and bla bla. and then this time round the hospital staff were so rough. i bet sharon or yilin's gonna make much better nurses.

anyways, when i was wheeled to the operation theatre, i had to wait like bloody long, because my doct happily forgot abt me. -.- i cant believe it.

only the anesthetist was really nice haha. i rmb after sleeping into unconsciousness, it seemed like a while before i felt this acute, piercing pain on the leg side, and there was this distant voice that went, " you're alright now. now breathe, me dear." i tried to open my eyes, but they remained shut. so i didnt bother trying anymore, but breathed really hard. after a while, i seemed to go back to sleep and that voice came back again. "breathe", and so it happened several times. and then, i opened my eyes, and saw them take away the oxygen mask. next time, i was being wheeled back to the ward.

omg. i swear that feelings is like when people are in concussion or what-so-ever, then they hear this voice. so freaky. and she kept asking me to breathe, like if i didnt, id fall asleep and never wake up again.

the side-effects of the pain killers werent as bad as the first time, but thats because they reduced the amount and my leg hurts more. and the effects apparently stayed much longer. uptill now, i can still feel the throbbing headache, and like puking.

oh and one thing, i swear i love my friends. when i went back to the ward, i slept for like an hour, then i woke up and checked my phone. i saw 9 "all the best" smses, and i was so touched. :D
you people rawk.

shit. now that im probably missing sch next wk till maybe wed, theres gonna be so much work to catch up. but right now, i cant bother so much.

its a friday, meaning a new episode of 正義の味方 is out :D

Monday, August 11, 2008 @6:17 PM

[1] the person who passed you this quiz is...
steph pang the bimbo :DD
[2] your relationship with him/her is......
classmates!! :D and some very very distant family relationship
[3] your five impressions of him/her
1. bimbooo
2. ironically smart
3. hyper and fun when shes high!
4. emo when shes alone -.-
5. loves to dance and skate! (whee)
4] the most memorable thing he/she has done for you
ehhh. i cant think of anything now, just know steph has done a lot of crazythings -.-
[5] the most memorable words he/she has said to you
nah. not yet. HAHA
6] if he/she becomes your lover
no way. first, we are both straight. second, we both love someone else! HAHA
[7] if he/she becomes your lover, what he/she should improve on...
MANLINESS.haha. my lover cant be more bimbo than i am. eew. thats worsethan gay.
[8]if he/she becomes your enemy...
i doubt, steph is a great friend to be with. the most we'll end up bickering
[9] if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason would be...
i guess the only reason is because we disagree that singapore has hot guys or rather guy other than japan!
[10] the most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is...
hm.. i have no idea. wait until she does something desirable first haha!
[11] your overall impression of him/her
..refer to 3a and 1
[12] how do you think people around you would feel about you?
haha i have no comment on this. maybe you who are reading can ans this.
[13] characteristics you love about yourself are...
i am most of the time HAPPY.
I LOVE MY FRENS :D
ehh i duno =)
[14] on the contrary, the characteristics you hate about yourself are...
always opening my mouth to prove im stupid -.-
[15] the most ideal person you want to be is...
HAHAH. the perfect person.
[16] for people that care and like you, say something to them...
HAHA i love you guys too!
17] pass this quiz to ten people that you wish to know how they feel about you
1. pam
2. chiam yx
3. claireyeo aka table-buddy!
4. lim tongzhen
5. ruthie
6. elvin
7. koh huilin
8. peiyu
9. vanice
10. shiqi
[18] is number 6 having a relationship at the moment?
haha nah, but chances are might be soon. (:
[19] is number 9 male or female
i do not qs vanice's sexuality -.- dumb qs
[20] if number 7 and 10 are together, would that be a good thing?
koh huilin and shiqi?? quite a random pair haha
[21] how about no 8 and 5 being together?
err peiyu and ruth. haha i dont think that ll ever happen. PLUS MY FRENS ARE NOT LESZIES.
[22] what is no 2 studying
she isnt studying, shesdoing some teachers day stuff now.
[23]when was the last time you had a convesation with 3?
claireyeo? ehh half an hour ago??
[24] what kind of music band just no 8 like?
i only know the last time i heard her say is click five and avril
[25] does no 1 have any siblings?
haha yeah
[[26] is no 7 the sexiest girl in the universe?
kohhuilin?? HAHAHA. maybe if she started to act more
pam and tongzhen. they take the same bus, so theres chance. HAHA nah, pam has someone else[:
[28] say something more about no 6
pretty fun to be with when he's all high! and he has lots of perseverance.haha!
[29] what's your relationship with no 9?
vanice? hha. we're ex classmates and good frens :D
[30] list all schools that no 1 to 10 are in/previous ones
i choose not to ans this as its too troublesome
[31] what would you do if no 10 hates you?
shiqi? idk
[32] which of the ten people are in a relationship?
i dont think so, though theres lots of scandals.
[33] how did you first meet no 3?
table buddy,obviously is in class!
[34] how would you react if no 3 and no 10 liked each other?
impossible.

THIS QUiZ TOOK ME DAMN LONG TO COMPLETE. URH
AND LA JUST ENDED :D

Friday, August 8, 2008 @11:02 PM

HAHAHA now its one of the rare times where i really feel like blogging.

lets see, on thurs aft changing my blogskin during sit's remedial, i went for cca.
and it was truly embarrassing -.-
i was wheeled in by tongzhen, then bombarded by laoshi who asked what happened etc...
haha she showed lots of concern :D

oh and i heard one of my juniors, zhi yi, had an accident and injured her leg too.
zomg poor gz ppl. get well soon too zhi yi! ;)

it was laoshi's birthday on thurs too, so we all went to the canteen and sang birthday song for her and then ate cake. i ate fruitcake, which is less fattening than the choco cake because..
firstly, its covered by chocolate
secondly, it has kiwi. and its supposed to help lose fats! :D
yilin and i were debating over whether fruit cake was indeed less fattening, but i dun care :D

oh and i must say:
YILIN HAS GREAT POTENTIAL IN BEING A NURSE! HAHA
thanks yilin for being so nice and wheeling me around.
after these 2 mths of bai-kah in sch, i conclude:
councellors are friendly people! :)

hm. laoshi got me grade 9 scores and i was figuring out how to play in "c" major. in the end i was tutored by:
1. hanyi
2. yuxuan
3. sze yuan
lol. later i ll have to prac that! the song is nice i conclude.
but based on my low IQ, i needa spend more time to catch up =/
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on friday, i went out to cine!
yes, in a wheelchair -.-

at first, it wasnt so bad, cause there werent much ppl.
but after the movie ( i watched DARK KNIGHT! ), omg it was totally packed, just like a typically friday night in orchard.

so anyways, anthony tried doing a wheeley, which is the wheelchair going on its backwheels. its not cool, its SCARY.
now i have this phobia of lying back comfortably in my wheelchair, afraid someone's gonna attempt another wheeley -.-

But anyways, thanks a lot to anthony! who's really been damn helpful.
and not to forget lynn and wins.

Dark knight is seriously damn good. i loved that show.
I WANNA WATCH SO MUCH MORE MOVIEESSS!

once again, its 5 days to surgery,
bout 10 days to recovery. (:

Thursday, August 7, 2008 @12:23 AM

finally, a whole new blogskin! :D
it feels better changing it and i feel so much more shun yan haha.
its chem remedial now, and i have no idea what mr sit's talking abt cause i missed last lesson. haha, so forget it, i shall just figure out abt it o.0

its 7 more days!

tmr lynn's planning on going out but its so hard to. can you imagine seeing someone in a wheelchair in cine??
BUT i do wanna go to the moviesss!!

so long. ta da

to A: never imagine seeing you again. and definitely different from before. a whole new look.
to B: i still never know what you are thinking. hypocrisy? i dont know.

Tuesday, August 5, 2008 @12:19 AM

schools' boring boring boring and boring.

i cant wait.
its less than 2 weeks