i seriously dunno whats happened to my blog skin. its supposed to look like this:
anyways i think these days were rather crappy but i also dunno, actually can be quite fun too. hee. every cloud has a silver lining! okay first was the speechh, i regretted regretted not writing it earlier as i left my half written speech in sch!!! plus thurs recess and lunch was totally filled with romeo and juliet rehearsals. so left with no choice, i had to like finish it at 2pm.. =/ i learnt the lesson. pam and lydiaa edited my script, much thanks, cause the grammer i know is horrendous. >.< then the speeches started, i tht they were gonna start with sec2s, but apparently they started from 3s!! haha so i felt so like qing song, and like tht oh wells, it ll be a long time. i wasnt nervous, cause i tht to my self i was only panicking earlier as i had no speech, imagine speechless. -.- but i realised that when i have a script on hand, and i looked through to assure there is nothing wrong or weird with it, it shd be fine. at least much better than impromtu speeches i make in class. actually the speech was not exactly long, but then one para sounded weird so i decided to take it off when its my turn, esp when at that time we were short of time, it was a GOOD THING. 天助我也！！ super fast like it was my turn, then when i was walking up, somehow i just heard someone behind say bimbo, then i stood there. stared at everyone, and then somehow i just suddenly cannot help it but burst out laughing. i tried very hard to control but i realised i cant. now i understand why ppl do laugh when making speeches. soo unexpected.. =/ i think the ppl were sian and i was losing attention.
haha friday was super tiring, i was out since 6am to 11pm haha according to aunty joyce. we had audi rehearsal and then the concert! reached home at 11 plus.. =/
the next morning still had to reach sch at 7am to jog and have history tuition from yuhui with pam, tongzhen, and jiayin. ahhaha
i think interview i was being stupid. on the way down, i couldnt help but feeling so jin zhang i burst out laughing again -.- amanda asked if i needed her to accompany me, but i realised at that circumstances, a person that wil provoke me to laugh more. so i stood outside and decided jogging shd help. yah, then i keep hearing laughter coming from inside, haha. i managed to calm down and tried hard not to laugh. i was very very proud of myself for not laughing out, and to me, that was enough liao. managed to keep my calm till i came out, and half-laughing called hanyi to go in..
this nervous breakdown is a serious issue i should quickly address and find a solution. i never had this problem before until thurs the moment i standed up in front. im very thankful to get what i wanted - count money. assistant tresurer. thank you! and congrats to all those too!
