Saturday, August 25, 2007 @1:41 AM
i really feel like blogging now about the past week's events..
last sun: i met chuin at balmoral at 11.45 to watch the pro fence(they werent as agressive as we tht!) then we had plenty of time b4 4.30, so we went to united sq, and then walked to novena and eat eat, walk around. then we had this super tedious time of playing i think 20 rounds bah? (excluding our break) it was so tiring, but indeed very fruitful!
tues: i somehow felt so reluctant to return to the rink after a mini short break.(i wanted to go on sun at first) but it turned out to be slightly better than i expected, at least reassuring my doubts abt quitting.
wed: i had PSL duty for DSA registration! it was claimed to be from 2.30-5, but turned out to end at 6!! it was super tiring cause we were so shorthanded. even mrs wong said we should have at least4, but we only had 2. quite a few mistakes were made here and there, and partially because we couldnt exactly cope that well. but still, it turned out to be quite a good use of time. i mean, at least doing something constructive and seeing all the diff reactions of those p6 kids remind me how i was like when going for interviews. haha
thurs: we had cca -gz as usual. hmm then had to collect money for those who bought the exam books, but obviously most wont have. we had to prac outside with no aircon and fan. but i guess its fair, since the sec 1s have always been using outside for as far as i can rmb.
fri: had study session with tong, pam and jiayin. then piano lesson. somehow i felt like i was on the verge of suffocating the whole week. u can say perhaps its stress and all the things i have to cope. i am too ambitious. i have goals and tasks which cannot be fulfilled. ok link back to my schedule. haha. aft lesson i felt like i was so qing song, maybe next 2 days will be relaxed. thats why i always enjoy fridays, because i know there is sat and sun aft it.
met chuin earlier to eat ice cream as usual and fence. stupid me drank almost the whole bubble tea and throughout first half of the lesson, i felt like dying. my stomach was churning and goin to explode. D: but later it was better (:
sat: had cca and i managed to collect almost all the $ from them! i was very shocked, cause only 2 didnt bring and i was very glad too :D again, i knew later would be cheryl's lesson, and i felt very pressurized. her lessons make me feel guilty,dumb but also motivated. i saw how much sam has improved. esp when i compare to few month ago, when we took the competiton together, now she's so pro.
on the way home, i took this taxi which had a super bad tempered taxi driver. =.=
i told him to go to holland park. pass boon lay way and then ullu pandan straight down. and he went to boon lay, and i told him its wrong. and he yelled at me. saying 'where exactly do u want to do la?!!!' and grumbled, signed and kept shaking his head. -.- and he wasted 5 bugs for making that useless big round. on the way, he kept showing his black face and scratching his head... and he still had the cheek to collect the full price from me. i regret a lot now for not telling him off instead of dumbly paying. damn me. saying im stupid is right.
tmr: i ll go brush up my skating b4 i see cheryl next week so i ll have face to see her. AND go for fencing again. or rather just go for freefencing. i do look forward to it.
i hate the feeling of ppl leaving, i dont like the idea when u established a friendship and most of the time it has to stop in a way. ever since tiff left during june, i tht it was bad enough. and now yet so many seems to go away. not only these, even the current one i seem to have doesnt seem to exist anymore. i dont seem to belong anywhere. i dont understand you. im not emo, but i really dont like this feeling. i mean who would like it.
somehow now i think of you. i wish u'd never had gone and left us 6 yrs ago.