now i know what it feels like to be 'disabled' and of course, that feeling sucks. i still rmb when i was in the wheelchair at the hospital, elderly sitting in theirs would cast me a smile and a now-you-see-what-its-like look. like aha! finally, someone else is sitting in that chair too -.-
its bad to be stuck at home the whole day and miss a whole row of events it sucks not being able to go out when its the june holi its horrible not being able to walk for 3 months and then once u recover, its china trip and it is depressing to think abt how you are gonna go back to sch using crutches
This june holi was planned with so much exciting stuff... you can take a look at the original plan:
22nd+ 23rd may: hip-hop sabbatical + skating + fencin 24th: ARENA finals in mediacorp 25th: dance + gz qing gong yan 26th: indiv foil competition (then cca) 27th-29th: BSP camp (+ 2 skating lessons) 30th: gz morning, rehearsal for LA camp then fencing 31st-1st june: SKATING INTERSCHOOL
the following weeks were much free without much cca prac, and of course, skating without the pressure. then it ll be movie outings and so on so forth.
insteand, i got myself literally lame.
it pains the most to think abt how much stuff i am losing out there. for skatin interschool, i had put in a rather lot of effort, sometimes even missing cca. not that im bragging or anything, but zy said i had a high chance of getting gold. (uh i guess its cause im taking the same level twice -.-)
and not only am i affecting myself, but for team events as well im sorry to alessia (for having to draw out of jump-and-spin) sabrina ( our super comical hairspray routine)
and not able to do team compulsary and team surprise. (luckily they managed to find a replacement)
LASTLY, its the damn lot of costumes i ordered. i admit it was partially compulsive shopping, and now i have a whole wardrobe full of unused costume, (with 1 more on the way) earliest able to use next year. (hopefully i wont get fat)
i realised how my previous posts were all so dull in black and white, but i guess its time to add some colour into my life.
im looking forward to practically nothing now, unless you count 3 months l8r.
BTW peeps, if ur kind-hearted enough to entertain a bored-to-death person, please do sms to keep her entertained and alive. thank you. i still cant believe im off the ice, the piste and dancefloor for 6 mths! ARHG
Sunday, May 11, 2008 @3:53 AM
For those of you who didnt go and see what happened on 10th may, well its the NYGZ ♥ 紫韵筝 情 concert, and also my last concert performing as a member of nygz. Thank you nygz for all the wonderful memories and im glad we did put up an extraordinary wonderful night performance (:
Also, a big thank you to those who went there to support me. I love the flowers, the chocolates, the myuk wallet, the early birthday present and the disneyland t shirt HAHA! :D