Friday, September 5, 2008 @7:53 AM
i bet theres a screw gone loose in me. nothing seems right these days.
i am losing my determination and focus in studying.
it simply does not mean anything to me.
if so, what does?
theres a lot of external pressure coming.
not only about the untouched hw, the upcoming eoys, but the fact that im most probably blowing up my chance for yog. i mean, thats not all, but im not gonna list everything out here. it might be trivial, if you count, but every small thing that adds up is enough pressure to crush. but fret not, obviously i wont.
there just seems to be too much distractions for me.
tv, computer, bed, goingo out.
even without these, when im sick of surfin the net, watching all the serials, and taking a nap,
i ll just go call up someone. like i badly need to rant.
i ll give myself 2 more days, and i shd get back my motivation.
and i really mean every word.